Hello, 👋. It's been a while, right?! How are you doing?!
I must say that my life has been one big rollercoaster and this has become very obvious in my stories.
But especially I must say that I am frustrated and unmotivated, when it started to become a job it became exhausting and a huge headache.
Writing is supposed to be fun, but I don't feel like I have support, much less feel like I'm good at what I do. I have a lot of criticism about my writing and the bad thing is my spelling. Honestly, I never studied English, should I blame myself for trying to take risks in a language I don't have command of?!
Perhaps yes. I feel like that's what some people want and that made me want to give it up as a profession, I no longer see myself writing a book or as an author. I just want to be able to close this cycle with a clear conscience that I did my best.
I believe that the pace in the future may be a little unfair and maybe it is, but I no longer feel comfortable expressing my sincere thoughts in words. Before I made a point of apologizing and justifying myself and I'm just tired of it.
I have accepted that I am not good enough, I humbly accept my burden and I will go on with my story in complete silence.
Yes, I intend to finish my stories one by one. But I no longer intend to interact with the public.
I have financial difficulties, but I am selling much more than my words by giving so much and not receiving the slightest return, not even soft and affectionate words of comfort.
Anyway. Some stories will be paused and only returned while older ones are finished.
I apologize for that, but I don't see a better solution.
Kind regards, Laura. (moonside)