~BOOM~

A Loud thudd sound rang amidst the crowd . but soon enough an abrupt silence followed aspeople started gathering near crosswalk of the road soon a circle formed as loud scream of a child could be heard .

"help!! someone was hit by the truck"

"somebody please call 911 "

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With a blurry sight i could see people gathering around me as i heard cry for help but soon enough my sound and vision is cut off. i was hit by a truck when i walked home from my part time job .

'ahhhhh , it seems i am going to die '

thinking about dying the corner of my mouth tugged , in fact the situation seemed quite funny to me .

" why you ask !!! ,

well i did probably thought of dying by doing some crazy shit , since the time i have known myself i had the urge to commit various source of crimes but i always held this urge inside of me i have never let it known to anybody .

like when i was fighting with a friend on a minor argument i had how i could kill by giving a full powered strike on his throat or piercieng the pen in his eye and smashing his head on ground .the crazy thought of commiting genocide .

but quite the irony , died without being able do any evil deed . so shall this be my fate then in next life i shall be the evil i want to be and become a hedonisitic soviergn.

To say my my life has always been bad would be an understatement .

since the day i was born i have faced cruel reality of life and it has shaped me how i am today .

i was abandoned on birth at a orphanage in the silvertown as i grew up to be underfed by the nurse as she frequently abused and used voilence against the children as i grew more i become subject of neglection and slavery as orphange funding started reducing.

she used training us in theving people by showed sympathy at us , as it grew more i ran away from orphange at age of 10.

as i started stealing to feed myself i found myself a family who treated me quite well but the truth came upon me a few month later when i came to know through thier secret conversation that there son has a kidney failure they want use my kidney .

i showed myself as naive child to them and stole all their money and ran away from the city.