Sometimes I wonder why life is unfair
Yes, I'm alive, I can move,
Yes, I can see with one eye
Lost my left to NMSOD
Ironically call myself a cyclops
But learned a lot from life
I'm still asking myself
Still haven't found
What I'm looking for
What I'm trying to understand
What I'm not accepted
Society is hard learn from
Deception shooting at me
Nor an option to accept from
I wished to be alone
Now, old and miserable
No one wants me
No one listens to me
Everyone's mind their own
Everyone's care their own
Friendship is not a solution any more
Mistakes and assumptions the more
Lost what I value the most
Love and trust doesn't make up the most
Anyway I look at it
All ways I write from it
Still pain and sorrow comes out of it
Funny isn't it?
No more Hope
No more solution
Love ain't here anymore
I stopped
I don't try anymore