Unfortunately, she admitted the ugly thing in her heart way too late. It was ugly because she could not control it. It was ugly because it made her insane.
Now, Kathrina felt like crying.
With a heavy heart, Kathrina went into her apartment. She had trouble breathing as though there was a lump in her breathing pathway. She touched her chest, which seemed to throb painfully like she was experiencing a heart problem.
She laughed bitterly. Looking back at her past treatment of Arthur, it made sense that he took a step back. She repeatedly rejected his advance, so it was reasonable for him to decide that he had had enough of her.
Kathrina was so engrossed with her past record with men that she was too afraid to trust that someone really liked her. What her ex-boyfriend said broke her self-esteem, adding that her intimacy problem only made her insecure grow even more fruitful.
