aww.. it's kind of beautful..
end of a damn shitting day.. i really have no feeling.. my mind shout out saying thst
"you've done everything you wanted so there's no reason for you to stay"
the thing is. i know that.. am done with this life. this life sucks and i wanna die.. but the damn god won't lemme.. that sucks more than everything. shit.. i was walking while thinking this damn things and i saw that BIG JAM BRIDGE for the millionth time. i am bored of these things. wake up in the morning , brush , running to the school , being punished when i even don't know why , walking back home , trying to kill myself , finally fail. i am so much done with these they have become daily rotune of my life. but even now i so badly wanted to try it again. to seee if i could die.. so i didn't waste time with thinking so i run and suddenly jump out from the bridge. "but you know that am so lucky right.. my damn shirt sleaves stucked with some shih. i don't know whats that and only thing i can remember is my shitting lovely god. i really can't get why on earth this god loves mw this much f**k i shouted. and i looked down.. when i saw the river is going on her way without any problem. the only thing came to my mind was. " everyone do what thay want to. but me ?? only me.. this darn me.. i can't do anything i want" one way, the darn god is kiiding with me, and the other side my family is kiddin g with me, i really don't know why are they doing this, can you imagine the your family is crazy enough to handle over thier full family buissnes to a idiot looser like me? i can't belive but , my shittng family is doing that.." ah.. awwthe shirt sleave teared.. i fall into the damn water but i know.. i won't die.. ah it's damn cold.. i kept swiming and finally able to come up. "darn god you will be the first one i'll be killing once i get a power" i shouted and rsn home because i suddenly remembered a shitting blind date my grand father arranged for me. it's tomosrrow so, i have to go there... i started walking to home *** "what a fantastic day?" jeromeya wishperd but he was damn upset. Trin....trin... trin.. "hellow,mikaelson, you darn idot you would go to the blind date right?" jeromeya's brother......... asked "oh.. ye ye.. i'll go. if not that grand father would come here and will crash everything here.." jeromeya answerd "what's there to crash.. you are all f**ked up" "i know. i''ll go" "oh my, i really have to leave right?" jeromeya thought while walking "if he wasn't my grand father.. i won't... ah aww shit shit , ths creepy asshole..kid next door.. why the hell he let his dog poop here" jeromeya steped on a dog's poop and he went in to the house while scolding the kid next door. "aish,. this smell,, ew.." jeromeya was about to loose his control.. but he hurried out from the home when he got a message from his grand father. he went in to the "JAME'S CAFE" ouh.. what a weird name.. he thought.he walked and looked around to see someone sitting alone. "damn that's it, there were 3 or 4 ladies sitting alon. every of them looks like they were looking for someone. "darn, i even forgot to ask what was her name. jeromeya sent a message to his brother asking the girl's name. he didn't got a reply so i desided to call his grand father. "hello, mikaelson, did you met her" grand father asked.. "to meet her, why don't you tell me her name, how can i find her," jeromeya said angryly "owh.. she is tyulit" grand father said, and he stoped the call " what grandfather,
toilet??? her name???" jeromeya asked but there was no reply..
"okay okay,this is new genaration why can't that kind of name can't be used in here,,?" he sked himself and he desided to find that girl. he should meet her at all cost, or not he knows that his grand father might suddenly appear infront of him everywher,,, like in the school , in toilet , in ibrary litaraly everywhere, he went to a lady who he thought this might be her, then he politely asked, " hello, ms. i am jeromeya mikaelson and are you ms.toilet" that girl shouted out of anger, the once who heard what jeromeya asked laughed out loudly, that made the girl more and more anger she got her bag to her arms and started hitting on jeromeya, she hit on him till her anger gone finally jeromeya was able to run away. he stoped i the men's washroom. jeromeya couldn't get what happened, he really didn't thought it was because of that name, he kept guessing what really happened before. he thought who he should talk next. so he came out from the washroom and went into the cafe again. a girl came and sat infront of him. she asked if he was mikaelson, when jeromeya said yes, her eyes started to shine. "i'm your blind date" the girl said
"so, you should be ms.toilet, right?" jeromeya asked. "what?? you said what ? toilet? do i look like a toilet?? what kind of a man are you asshole?" the girl asked angryly "that means you are not toilet? what's your name then" jeromeya asked as he don't care about other stuff
"oh my, i think you missheard my name. my name is tyulit, anyway mr.mikaelson, i've liked you from the moment i saw you. also you are good at jokes. maybe we could make this blind date work" jeromeya was counting the pictures on the wall, he doeson't wanted to bother to reply
"hello, mr.mikaelson,,i'am talking to you?" "ah.. what where?? yes yes we could" jeromeya answered "oh..yep then, you also like me right?,, i know i'am pretty but i didn't thought that you would like me back, anyway,, is there anything you like to talk with me about?" tyulit kept talking as a chatter box "you let me talk about anything?" jeromeya asked because he wanted to get sure about what she said "ofcause"
"do you think inly caban based animals live in the world?,"
jeromeya asked out of blue the girl was kind of shock with what jeromeya asked,
"don't you think sulfer based animals can live too, i mean we only know about caban based the animal because we wasn't able to find any other based animal, but that doesn't prove other ....... based animals, i personaly belive they might be living here as well as we do, maybe thay also don't think that caban based lives can't be here, just like us?, what about your opinion?"
jeromeya finished talking, for real, not finished he was waiting for her answer, "oh, maybe" she replied "oh, yeh you also think maybe they could live right? i think so too, i always wanted to find if....." sorry , mikaelson, i am getting a buissnes call i'll answer this asd we can talk after that, gimme few munites, the girl left , no , the truth is she ran out from the cafe, poor jeromeya waited more than a hour for her, if this was a other day he would be the one who leave first, but today, he really wanted to finish this disscution with her, he really wanted to do that so he waited , waited, and waited.. but she never came, Suddenly jeromeya got a message from his brother ,
"oh,, my idiot boy, that girl called granfather and said that you guys are not matching, she must be at home by now, where are you?"
it was that message.
"oh god,,, What the f**k,,, i really wanted to finish that"
jeromeya shouted out, all the people was in the cafe looked at him. Jeromeya went home sadly because he badly wanted to prove that even sulfer based animal can be living in the world