„Well that’s a wrap!“, proudly he said to himself.
Just like any regular Monday, Jonathan Johnson was filming his final take for his YouTube video.
He has been working on this project for days and he really wanted it to be amazing.
Since he wants to satisfy his audience, he just in case, safely made a couple of extra takes.
As a living, he makes rap covers or writes his own songs and he has been doing that for years.
Making videos and covers is his passion and he is glad that there are people who support him.
The fandom is called Natgang, since his channel is called Nathan Johnson.
Back then, when he started creating this channel, he was choosing between his full name or his short name.
It took him a lot of courage to fully introduce himself since he didn’t like his entire name in the first place.
He was more of a shy person, but as years went on and he is finally in his comfort zone and can be honest with his fans.
After saving all the files, he turned off his computer and went outside of his working room.
Tired from all this work, he stretched himself, took a deep breath and was thinking what to do next.
Silence got interrupted as his stomach was growling.
„Time for lunch!“, happily he exclaimed, making his way to the kitchen.
His eyes lit up, as he took a look in his fridge.
Grilled chicken and vegetables were left from yesterday night and he felt relieved.
This time he didn’t have to cook and he couldn’t wait any longer to heat his food.
Usually, when he would be done eating, he would immediately edits his videos, upload them after and then plan on what to do next.
But this day was different though.
The weather was so beautiful, he had the urge to go away from his apartment.
Seeing such a blue sky, no clouds in sight and the sun shining brightly, made him feel like he is welcome to have a taste of the fresh air.
So he decided that after finishing his meal, he would go outside and take a walk.
In the beginning, he made sure that he would only stay for around an hour to be outside, but he didn’t notice that it was more than that.
Jonathan was so in deep thought, he, later on, realized that he suddenly went into a park.
He was making plans for the next video and was so invested in it that he soon realized he was a little bit far from his home.
Confused, he was debating on going further or going back home.
It’s been a while, going in for a walk and clearing his mind out.
Most of his days, he spends his time in his apartment and he only goes out grocery shopping.
The shop is only a few blocks away and wouldn’t stay long outside.
Then it crossed in his mind that he still had a few tasks to do, but he decided to stay longer.
The smoothing weather kind of convinced him, making him really not leave.
As he went deeper into the park, there was this beautiful cherry blossom tree that caught his attention.
The scenario in front of him was breathtaking, so instead of going further, he stood near the tree and admired the beautiful pink blossoms falling down.
By watching the tree, his mind got calm, forgetting the world around him.
He got his peace after such a long time and he figured out that he had missed that.
With that, he decided to make space in his schedule.
Instead of staying most of the time in his apartment, he should go outside at least once a week.
Taking a little bit of fresh air in his lungs would be helpful to set some peace in his mind.
When he had enough calmness and peace, he managed to sort his thoughts out.
Because of that, he is more motivated than ever.
If the weather wasn’t that great, he would have stayed in his apartment and been a little bit in stress, even though he doesn’t want to admit it.
All this time he denies, that he is overworking himself.
He loves what he is doing, but he sadly doesn’t know where the limit is, so he works so hard without paying attention to his well-being.
Motivated than ever, he took a deep breath and was heading back to his apartment until something felt odd for him.
A sudden presence caught his attention, preventing him, to set one foot forward.
Flower and vanilla scent filled his lungs and this strong presence took him off guard.
Not knowing what was going on with him, his heart was beating fast.
The whole atmosphere felt different, all because of the soothing scent and the presence.
His body wasn’t cooperating with him, he couldn’t move forward making him wonder why.
Everything felt slow as this girl passed him by, but as he turned around, she disappeared, feeling the world turn back to normal.
Out of his mind, he always goes to the same park, to the same spot, even to the exact time, hoping he would meet her again.
After this moment he wasn’t thinking straight.
His mind was filled with her and he wasn’t sure why.
In the beginning, Jonathan would tell himself it was just a random girl, but he felt something as she went next to him.
A week later, he wanted to give up.
For him was all of this mentally and physically exhausting.
Luckily, he managed to separate work and private life apart, but in his mind, it was all about her pleasant smell and this strong aura of hers.
Tired of this whole situation, he came to the conclusion to just go to the park for the last time.
Deep inside, he didn’t want to stop because he really wants to see her again.
But if he continued, he couldn't control his mind any further.
So he took a halt, where this moment happened.
He admired the cherry tree again and focused on it again.
Then it happened again.
She passed by…