It was only after he spoke that he reflected what he said. Looking at Wen Ying's incredible expression, his jaw line was tight.
"Or you tell me, what is the reason you are looking for him?"
"Why should I tell you?" Wen Ying held something in her hand, like erecting a fence between the two, full of resistance, "In addition to maliciously speculating on what others will do, you must take those words Attack me? Will it make you feel better? "
"No." He categorically denied, staring at her, "What about you? If you refused me that night, I would not stand here to say one more word of nonsense to you."
He didn't want to question her, but her detached attitude made him involuntarily pay attention and care, and at the same time, he should not worry about it. A leaf in his heart was twirling and trembling, not knowing where to fall, letting go of her, letting go of himself, or as he is now, sweet with her, when he thought they could return In the past, I was awakened by the slap of reality again.
He heard that Sakura did not speak, as if he had made the final choice. He twitched in his heart and said in a deep voice, "What is the goodness of that little bastard? Do n't be confused, if I 'm inappropriate, he is more than me." Not suitable, it will ruin you. "
Gong Xuan checked him, and of course he also checked Gong Xuan, the other party's family is still very good, his grandfather started from scratch to save his family business, but unfortunately died in his forties, his father failed to inherit the grandfather's strengths and capabilities, perhaps because The previous generation was too hard. His father only learned to sit and eat in the mountains. He didn't pass the college entrance exam. He made friends with people in the society. Alcoholism, domestic violence, and gambling. So far, nothing has happened. Gong Xuan grew up tired of learning under his influence. Fighting in junior high school has become commonplace.
Although Gong Xuan's mother is still alive, her mother's home is not in good condition and she can't speak. She has a cowardly character. The only thing she can do is her face. At first, his father married her because of that face. He inherited his mother's excellent looks and was very attractive to girls who started to sprout during adolescence.
Perhaps including Wenying.
Shan Yao knows that he should not be biased. The other party is not without merits. It is probably inherited from generation to generation. Gong Xuan is smarter than his father. If his grandfather is still there, it may not be what it is today, but when it comes to Wen Ying, he There is really no way to conscientiously say that this is a good choice.
"Don't speculate and judge others at will!" She said angrily. "You think he is not as good as you, he is 1,000 times to 10,000 times better than you in my eyes! Yes, he is not as good as you study, not as good as your family, But what about that, I know he does n't want to be like this at all. Does n't anyone want to be born into such a family, does n't he want to have the best resources and the best education like you? But this is Can he choose ?! "She bit her lower lip fiercely, her eyes sad and fierce." Me too. When I became another myself, was it my willingness? Don't look down on him, change it to be You may not be comparable to him in that environment! "
"He is different from you--" Shan Yao's heart shivered with a slight gaze, and he frowned, "Well, even if we are all the same, I'm not as good as him when I exchange status with him, but that's just hypothesis, Nothing happened. Going back to the most realistic question, he was still Gong Xuan who grew up in that environment, right? "
He tried to calm himself and reason with her. When he judged another person, he didn't want to make him look too aggressive.
Under such circumstances, she said abruptly: "Dan Yao, do you know why I want to escape you again and again?"
"...why?"
Her eyes made him chill. "You are always so practical and always so sensible. Last week you asked me if I ever thought of being with you again. I don't even have to refuse it personally, as long as you think about it countless times The reason for it came out, and I asked you one by one, and you let go of your hand. So every time, when I could n't help but approach you, I immediately reminded myself that I do n't want to be abandoned by you again. "
He breathed hard.
"You asked me why I was looking for him. I tell you now that I went to him to make it clear to him. Yes, I still like you, even if sometimes I think you are a bastard, a scumbag, It was the one who put a knife in my heart when I was scarred, but once you showed tenderness, pet me and protect me, willing to take care of the trouble I left behind me, I couldn't help it Think, you are the best in the world, I will not exchange with anyone. "
When Shan Yao heard her narration, she gradually felt that she was about to breathe, as if slowly immersed in the warm water.
"But I don't want to continue this way anymore--" Her eyes were full of boredom, fixed on his angular face, "If you can't tell me 'yes' firmly, don't disturb my life. I will not call your brother deliberately just to make you angry. I am not your sister at all, nor are you my brother. You are not qualified to control me. "
"If you ever had such a right, it's because I like you."
After Wen Ying finished all the words, she no longer looked at him, and walked out with the food box.
But Shan Yao didn't stop her. He took the cigarette case out of his pocket silently and lit a cigarette on the tip of his finger, seemingly calm. However, he tried to light the lighter several times but failed to slide his hands. After he lighted the cigarette butt, the lighter trembling flame revealed his inner unsteadiness.
This is not a corner where no one will pass by. It may be seen by people at any time. In ordinary times, he will never do such a dangerous thing, let himself be the topic of those people, and make the one with almost no shortcomings. The top student becomes a student who has incurred bad habits. But today he seems to have forgotten, and he has forgotten all the habits that he has developed since he was a child that he cannot change.
He looked at her back.
Just like when she turned upstairs that day, what he saw was exactly the same. If she still had a bit of hesitation that day, and there was a pause in the pace, only today would be a decay. That kind of decisiveness is like telling him that there will be no third time in this life.
fair enough.
He thought rationally that he should have been far away from her long ago. She said that she did not want her to be destroyed by Gong Xuan. He could hardly suppress this worry because he had nearly destroyed her once. He always couldn't help but fear, if she gave up on this, and he failed to discover in time what kind of pain she was experiencing, failed to provide her with help, how would she become?
He didn't want to see it again.
They are just like that. He will go on step by step according to a good plan. She will also have her own life. They can live well without having to meet each other. Perhaps, they will live better.
Shan Yao looked away and sent the smoke into the mouth. When he wanted to smoke, he found his hand, which had been trembling unconsciously from the beginning. He spent a lot of effort to send it into the mouth and **** it violently. With a sip, smoking skills have been carved into the bones, and those who are no longer skilled can be choked hard by the light smoke!
He coughed violently.
Such a violent choking even forced his tears. He looked at her in a blur of light and moved away. In an instant, his reason was like an uncontrollable emotion squeezed into the most pressing corner. Here, he threw down the half-burnt slender tobacco stem, strode forward to chase her, and grabbed her by the shoulder.
"Go fuck," he said.
She was caught off guard by him. Hearing the **** that almost unbelievable was spit out from his mouth, she looked at him with a daze, "... what?"
"Go fucking." Shan Yao swears extraordinarily clearly, and her hands are correct, and she looks directly at her, "I don't accept, I don't accept every word you just said. You don't want Answer? Well, I will answer you now. "
"right now?!"
Wen Ying subconsciously glanced around. They were talking in a remote corner, but she had just moved to the front of the main building, and students came out of the teaching building one after another. She ordered the cooking from the cafeteria in advance, and Shan Yao was earlier than lunch time to block her out. However, the time was right at the meal time. The students gathered together and talked in twos and threes everywhere.
"Yes." He seemed to rush to her with all impulse, but naturally there was another him, looking at it calmly, clearly identifying all the questions she had asked, "I I used to alienate you for family reasons. You asked me if I would be affected by it and succumb to reality. No, I have checked the information in this area and have found a relatively feasible solution. As long as it can be solved, it will be It 's not a problem. "
"You also asked me that the third year of high school is the most important stage of life. I would like to let this relationship be exposed in school--"
She took it unconsciously, "Can you withstand this pressure?"
"Such pressure is a fart." There was a trace of frivolous contempt in his eyes, as if the unknown pride had been hidden behind the mask of the honorable student Gongqian, until now the sign was finally revealed. And what about it? The college entrance examination is not a turning point in my life. Even if I fall down here, my life will not become dark. The examination is created for those who follow the steps. I have the ability, what can I do? "He The more he answered, the more hesitant, hesitant, and struggling were all left behind.
She asked the third question, "Then-can you stand the people pointing at you?"
The more people try their best to show perfection, the less they can accept the excessive discussion about him. They brush themselves up with bright and bright faces, and they will never allow others to leave a little stain on them.
However, Shan Yao smiled when he heard it. This was a smile Wen Wen had almost never seen. As if he had completely relaxed himself, he would only show such an expression for a moment when he was smoking. She was still waiting for his answer, but in the next second, she was suddenly caught by his extended arm and plunged into his arms.
Immediately, there was a warm breath approaching, and her lips were gently pecked by him.
Countless pumping sounds suddenly sounded around me!
The movement downstairs disturbed the people upstairs. In the whole teaching building, people on each floor continuously pushed their heads out of the railing and looked down, and opened their eyes in surprise at the scene they saw. Accompany people to watch. Rows of onlookers made the scene particularly spectacular.
"Wow!"
Loud cheers came from upstairs, and the boys cheered again and again.
The author has something to say: I can't believe it, I'm making bad students better, good students worse! The author's bad taste can't be understood by himself, but it's quite interesting? Everyone is not so simple to see, and every choice may make everyone a different person.
Brother's today is a day when emotion defeats reason and is commemorable.
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When I wrote that he was crazy (?), I was thinking, a Slytherin has the courage of Gryffindor.
The HP poison is too deep.
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