It never entered my mind that such a scenario would happen. What am I doing? What have I done, Ares? I didn't even mean what happened then! I didn't want what happened then! That if only I was given a chance to change the past, that would be the first thing I would change. That was the first thing I would get rid of in my life because that was the reason for all this. Because that's why I've been slowly struggling until now. I didn't mean to. God knows how sorry I am for that! That I even wanted to forgive him after knowing about his betrayal. That I even wanted to still love him despite everything. That I even wanted to ask for his forgiveness. Why is it still like this? As if the more I continued to fight, the more reason everyone gave me to give up.
I am fading away slowly. I felt really tired like the world has drained me of everything. I've lost enough to never need another lesson in heartache again.
HECTOR'S POV
