I know it wasn't my fault. I know it was both of ours and yet I still blame myself. It's like I always feel like everything is my fault even if I know it isn't. Maybe this is the consequences of people blaming me for things I never did and If I fight them about my innocence I become the bad guy.
I just want to be someone that won't always take the blame when I know that I didn't do it. I want to be given a chance to stand up for myself. I mean I was given a lot of chances but I want a chance where they won't look at me like I was wrong, I wasn't, or maybe that's my ego talking. I don't know anymore.