Ye Kai lifted his head, his eyes were teary, he sniffed, and shook his head.
"Ah... Mo... mother, I... I just had a nightmare," Ye Kai's voice shook he said.
Ye Nuan saw her son crying, and she immediately got up and put her hands on Ye Kai pulling him into her embrace.
Ye Kai in his mother's embrace hugged her mother and stayed there for some moments.
"Mother...will I die,"
Ye Nuan heard as her body trembled, she tightly hugged Ye Kai, and her eyes become moist, she didn't know what should she say, what can she say. You won't die, she couldn't say that, because it's true, he would die in some years, she couldn't say he won't, but what could she say? Thinking this her heart aches.
it's my fault, my fault that he was born weak, if I only... only I listen to my sisters, and stayed at home, then it's would be a normal and healthy child, just because of my selfishness he was born weak.
"Kai'er...*sob*, Sorry, sorry, it- it's my fault... that you were born weak," Ye Nuan's voice crack as she said.
"No, it's not your fault," Ye Kai said, he felt bad now, he didn't expect his mother would blame herself, his plan was to say that he wanted to fulfill some wishes before he dies, and one of these wishes wad to sex with her, and he knew his mother would do anything for his happiness, and with little emotional blackmail he could make his mother agree for sex, but why she blames herself for his weak physique.
"Mother, this is not your fault, so don't blame yourself,"
Ye Kai free himself from his mother's embrace and looked at her, he saw tears in his eyes rolling down on cheeks, he wipes the tears, put his arms around her neck, and hugged her,
"It's not your fault,"
"No, it's my, it's my fault, if just," Ye Nuan's tears dropped, as she cried, she put her head on Ye Kai's chest, and hugged him tighter said.
"Kai'er, you know... when I was pregnant, your... your stepmothers take care of me, they were really nice... I didn't have to do anything, I spend my all day thinking about you... when will you be born and what name I should give you... you will be a boy or girl... but... but I get bored and wanted to go out, but your stepmothers won't let me... thinking I might fall down or something, I was angry at them... so... so I sneak away, I sneak away and went inside the forest for a walk... and I lost my way...I...I,"
Ye Nuan cried increase as she hugged Ye Kai tighter,
"Kai'er, I ate poisoned mushrooms and berries because... because I got hungry... I wandered in the forest for two days... two days before your eldest sister found me... when I return...I return... doctor said... he said... the poisoned mushrooms and berries were harmful to you... and you might die before you born... I was devastated then, I killed my child...my child...That is what I thought... I prayed day to night...so you can born safely... and you born... but... but... I'm sorry Kai'er I'm sorry... if I wasn't got foolish and... and go out the forest then...then you might born normal...I'm sorry," Ye Nuan cry harder as she hugs Ye Kai.
"Mother, it's okay, I don't blame you, and if you can help me, just complete my wishes so I don't have any regrets about dying," Ye Kai softly said.
Ye Nuan still hugged Ye Kai for a long time, she knew it was her fault that Ye Kai was born weak, couldn't become Martial Artist, and don't have friends, she felt this was all her fault, after a long time she hugged her son before she let him go and look at him.
"Tell me, whatever happens, I will do my best to fulfill all your wishes," with a heavy voice she said, she feels pain in her heart to say this but she couldn't do anything, only accept, her son would die, and do whatever to make his son all wish true.
Ye Kai looked at her mother, her eyes were red, still crying.
Just how much she cried, now I feel embarrassed to ask her sexual favor,
Ye Kai wiped the tears from her mother's eyes, and said, "There are so many wishes I have, mother are you sure you will do whatever it takes to complete my wishes,"
"Whatever I have to do, I will do it," Ye Nuan said.
"First I want to Dark Sky City to see Dark Sky Light Show, second I want to go to Flower Blossom City to see Flower Blossom Garden, and then Capital City, to see 1st, 3rd, 7th princess, and Queen also eat in Sliver Star Restaurant, and I also want to have se- hm, no, for now, this is only things I want to do, but if I want to do something else I will tell you," Ye Kai said.
He wanted to ask for sex, but this was not the right time. he will ask later.
Ye Nuan heard and laugh softly, she feels little light and felt her son's last wish is cute.
"You want to see, the 1st, 3rd, 7th princess and Queen, the top beauties of our kingdom,"
Ye Kai didn't get embarrassed and nodded, "Yes, before I die, I want to see beautiful things,"
"Okay, but you don't want to see Death Tigress ," Ye Nuan smiled a little, as she asked.
Ye Kai immediately shakes his head, "No, mother, I want to live as much as I can,"
Ye Nuan softly laugh, "Okay, tell me what place you want to go first, we will pack up tomorrow,"
"No, no, not now, when I say then we will go to all of this city, okay mother?"
"As you say," Ye Nuan said, she lean against Ye Kai's shoulder and hug him with one arm.
"Kai'er we will do those things later, but what do you want to do now, do you want to eat something, you were sleeping when we had dinnner, or want to sleep again, and tell anything you want to do," Ye Nuan softly asks.
"Sleep for now," Ye Kai said, he decided later he would ask kiss from her.
"Then let me sleep with you while I hug you,"
"No problem, in fact, I love that, after Ming'er was born you didn't hug me while sleeping," Ye Kai said, as they two lay down on the bed, facing each other, they put their one arm to hug each other.
"Well, sorry...but now I will hug you more," Ye Nuan says, as she pushed herself toward Ye Kai, and put her head on his chest, she sees his shirt was wet because of her, and her face got red, remembering how she cried like a little girl, she wished she goes back in time and stops herself, but she also felt happy, she told her son, what she was buried in her heart for years, now letting out made her happy, and she was determined to make his wishes true.
"That's good," Ye Kai said, and hugs his mother, as he feels her mother's soft boobs touch him, and her hot breathing flows in his chest.