Nothing special. He is nothing but just a new guy on my workplace. A new face that I be will working with from now then and on. He is nothing special.

But when did it even started? Ugh was it when he was teased with me? Or was it when I am teased with him? When exactly? That I became concious of him? I thought it was just some fleeting thing, I don't know... but one thing I know— on that drunken state, even everything around me is spinning, with my eyesight seems blurry and amidst the cold and rainy night that time... the scene in front of me— of him and of the other girl— I felt a squeeze inside my heart.

On that night— my drunken self then realize...

I am Drunk in HIM.