And indeed, the pain of losing the ones she cared for far encompasses anything she had ever experienced first hand.
It stuck to her memory like glue, permanently causing a wound on her heart and mind.
"I thought that it would be the best path to take, considering my background and all." Alia continued after taking a deep breath.
"That's stupid of me, I know. I've always had the thought to just.. throw away everything and curse everyone and their mothers for their stupid actions." Alia pursed her lips.
"Besides, I would understand a little bit if I truly got to enjoy my nobility privileges straight from birth, and was raised in a powerful, rich household, but I wasn't! It was far from that." Alia gritted her teeth. "I worked hard, day and night without stopping, and yet.. All I got was a big slap in the face."