Dear Past Self
Last year around this time, I made a few promises to you.
That I would become strong, I will not fall, I will hold on and one day I will everything will not go wrong.
And I did.
I did hold on from breaking apart. I didn't cry. I didn't spend all my nights thinking about how should I die.
I did my best to become the stronger self I am today.
And I think you would be happy to know that you end up being a wonderful author now.
Guess your hard work did get paid.
Though it will still take some time to reach where you dreamt off.
But I promise I will work hard.
Just know that sometimes in life it is hard to find a way.
We did too.
Or at least I tried.
I am sorry,
I am sorry to let you know, that the promise I made you last year is partially filled.
I tried making myself distracted, from those haunted memories.
But it still haunts me.
I think I am going crazy
Or might be I still need time.
To be honest, still, some nights went by feeling numb and I still didn't get why?
I feel lonely, just like you.
That is still the same and true.
Maybe one year down the line, it will be okay.
Hope is what we got.
for our heart to get sway.