Man, the terrain is too strong, I can no longer write the story, I shall let the main conscious take over again. Mann they gonna be upset seeing how I've written the story. Hah. No worries tho, I'm always here. I can't die anyway. I will just go back to sleep to regain my strength..
If I knew giving that message took me so much strength, I might not have done it. But nevertheless, i don't regret it.