I was delighted to no end. This was the first time in this forsaken world I found something to latch onto. Even though I knew my grasp over the magic, the vital energy, was superficial, I couldn't control my emotion from running wild.
That was probably why I was having trouble getting the same vibe again, coming back to my quarters.
But I knew I wouldn't be stopped this way. No matter the price, I would get that vibe again. Thankfully, the biggest price for this seemed to be only my sleep for the night.
Even though it might create trouble for my day's work, I carried on with the meditation because this was more important, because I deemed it necessary for my sanity and freedom. So I carried on with meditating.
I didn't know when I got the vibe back, but I was certain it was quite late, probably hours past the middle of the night. I didn't remember how and when I felt the energy coursing through my body again, but I almost lost it again with me skidding into celebrations.
