Already relaxed he took out his laptop to review his job offers, having a shocking negative result, although he still trusted in his luck, he did not like to depend on it, and one of the emails in his Hotmail tray made his day, since Amazon sent him an email notifying him of the payment of his royalties for that month, although it was not what he expected, the amount seemed enough to pay the debt with Lolis and subsist a few more days paying the hotel and his food, he did not want to think about what would happen next and considered it a respite in what he got employment, he searched the internet for an image of a destroyed medieval castle to put it as the wallpaper of the last poem that had inspired the girl in the park, and writing it on the image with the font in old handwriting, he accommodated and retouched it with his signature to send it to his WhatsApp, but he reconsidered doing so before the ignominy of his situation with Lolis and did not send it, after all, it was already very suspicious that he hadn't called or sent WhatsApp.
- She is surely married!
He thought and trying to take it lightly he strained his mind a little remembering everything that had happened with Natalia, to end with a sarcastic smile of resignation and thinking.
- A good tree I approach! She is married too.
And trying to play hard in the face of the double situation, he opened a blank page of Word letting his feelings flow and between smudges and sighs, another soul in sorrow escaped from his cemetery.
Love without jealousy.
You have to go
And after so many hours.
Of doing more than a thousand crazy things
We have to say goodbye.
Everyone to continue with their life
You with your defined course
And I like a boat adrift.
Burning Hearts
Like fathoms of burning coal
By the fire of a forbidden love.
You've barely disappeared
And I already miss you
Although another mouth and other hands
Glide through your body
Love is incomprehensible
Because I feel like I love you so much, so much
And it misses me so much.
Don't feel jealous?
Although I don't know what corrodes my soul
Losing sleep between sleepless nights
The peace of mind of knowing that you love me too
Although sheltered in other arms
You look for me among other dreams.
I really don't even know what I feel anymore.
Because if I love you so much
I Should Be Dying
Since in any of these moments
You warm another nest
Drinking from another mouth the salt of other kisses.
And yet so.
I'm still waiting for you.
Could it be that love is convinced?
That you can't feel jealous
When you live a forbidden love.
With hearts in love
That they have to fulfill a destination.
Maybe love is conscious
And with me he is benevolent.
Frost tears
Falling on my chest
Like sharp stalactites
That they don't hurt me
Although I know that other arms
You have all your rights
Only when we escape together
Only when we escape together
We heal our battered hearts
And we can be happy
No guilt and no permissions.
And everything else
It's just out of commitment.
Chains that trap us
Promises to keep
That they fail to prevent
Keep loving us like this.
In the midst of furtive caresses
That they must remain in the memory of oblivion.
Loving us as fugitives
Because it is a love in sin
Because it is a forbidden love
Because it is a love without jealousy.
The Mirror Without a Soul.
https://youtu.be/5GDLjRZKelM
That man did not cry because he had long since lost that ability, but he did twitch with chilling feelings when he wrote, edited the newborn poem with suggestive images, narrated it with his sore voice in a power point presentation and uploaded it to his YouTube channel, because he could not send it on WhatsApp to dedicate it directly to the one who had inspired it.