I just work up, yes you heard me woke up which meant I slept. For your information, you should remember that, I am an undead which meant I don't need to ever sleep, just this was a shock.
I lost control of my body, just to run home and sleep, if I did, I must be doomed I could just sleep in one of the scorpion's homes.
I believe that something big had happened which has to do with me but I don't know what.
The strange thing is I feel like my body is different, as if a change had happened, like how you can tell some thing happened to you but don't know what.
The only reason I know was that the inner voice inside me had changed to be clearer than before.
Let's say it was a whisper before, but now it's more clearer and like someone talking to you in a low voice, my body seems to have grown a little and I could feel that I was stronger than before as if a transformation had taken place.
I don't know if it is internal or external, the good thing wasn't the change but the smooth feel it gave like it was part of my nature.
I enjoyed it, as I enmeshed myself without showing any form of resistance.
after some time, the feeling pushed me to Choose between two choices, one was full of rage and violence, and wants to destroy while the other was calm but it gave others a sense of oppression.
I did not want my mind to be crowded with thoughts of violence every time, because it is easy to lose yourself to rage, even when you think you can control it, trust me it is not fun.
why do you think there are things such as anger management, not anger cure?
this is because such emotion can only be controlled not taken away.
the other was not as strong as the first, but the calmness of mind it gives, makes me want to run. the first is like the simple man who is angry and he shows everyone, he's strong and he shows everyone which makes people tend to like him even if he is an enemy, you can live with knowing he's the angry type that always shows their emotions on their face.
However, the other is the type to smile, when they are angry, and when they are not, it makes you wonder what they are feeling or thinking about, and you don't know what to do and so you get worried about it for months and forget, only to get poisoned without knowing the next month and the problem is that you don't even know if it is him. that sounds so horrible and perfect for me..... I think, so I chose the calm one.
After the choice had been made, the coffin shock then stopped.
I felt a force of pain in me, but it wasn't much just a little before beings forced to sleep.
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