"WELCOME BACK, SIR .. MA'AM." The maids greeted us politely when we entered our house. I just nodded, and so did Cedrick.
It's nice to feel when you go back to your former well-being. You seem to be relieved.
I rolled my eyes across our old house, not even one of them. Nothing changed. Still, there is the chandelier, our family photos.
I tried not to cry in front of Cedrick. He may think I am still affected by our past. Maybe, he'll say I still have feelings for him.
Isn't that right, Ena?
I sat on the sofa there.
I rolled my eyes across the house again. I looked at the photo of Cedrick and me on our wedding day. The size of my smile was there, and there was no trace of doubt.
We were both happy and fortunate that day. I don't know if that can be repeated now. I took a deep breath and then shook. What am I doing here again?
There was no one else in the house except the maids and Cedrick. Are the twins here too?
I was so excited to see them both. After four years, I will finally see them again. I sniffed; my nose tightened as I cried.
I miss them all so much ... Why did I even think of taking revenge on Cedrick? Why did I take another four years and come back? How could I endure the four years that they were not harmed and seen?
Worthy, will I still be accepted and forgiven? Am I still worthy of their life? Worthy, shall I still see them. After all, what have I done?
I looked up when suddenly someone spoke in front of me. I immediately wiped my tears from my cheeks when I saw an assistant in front of me. I stared at him the most, and I was shocked when I met him.
"K-kids? Is that you?" I wondered as I frowned at his face.
He was also surprised when he stared at my face carefully.
Her eyes widened as she opened her mouth. "M-ma-ma'am, Ena? Are you b-is that? B-are you alive? Aren't you dead ?! Dead, alive ?! Oh my gosh! Ghost! Sir, Cedrick! There's a ghost! "
He immediately ran away. I was just shaken. Four years ago. Then, I suddenly came back. Who else will believe that I am alive? Most likely, they will say the same. I am a ghost ... an actual ghost ...
I took a deep breath then looked at the lawn of the house. I went to the garden when I thought it would relax my mind.
Is it all right? Can't I torture Cedrick? Honestly, he was not really at fault.
All I want is. Find out who the person who scared me used to be. So I came back. To find out again who is the mastermind of it all. Why does it all happen in our lives?
"You're just here; come inside. The twins have been waiting for you for a while ..." Even though I didn't look back at him, I already knew who was behind me.
I turned to him and smiled. "Thank you, Cedrick. You raised the two children even when I was not by your side. You did not abandon them and let them go to the wicked. So thank you very much for the promise you made to me. Even though I lost on your side. "
He stroked his chin while staring at me. I know I'm doing something else right now. I knew he was wondering what I was saying. But first, I must not tell him the truth.
I have to hide my plan first. I have to hurt him first. He was still at fault for me before I had an accident. He flirted with another woman.
I was suddenly bored again when I remembered that again. But I immediately lost that in my mind. I should not be bored. Four years ago. I should focus on the future.
"Why are you saying those words to me? And, even though you are still here next to us twins. I will still do the same. I will take care of the children. Not only them but also you. I love you so much, the people Our child. I did not even promise. I will still do it because it is my duty as a father and wife. So, do not thank me, sweetie. Because it is your duty. I am happy, come back .. Come back to you in our lives .. "
I turned my back on him and then looked up at the sky. My tears were about to drip after I heard what he said. Why do his words pierce my heart like a knife? I seem to have been awakened to the truth.
"Are they in the living room yet?"
"Yes, they have been waiting for you for a while. They do not want to believe that you are alive until they see you two .." I wiped the tears that fell on my cheek then I faced him again.
"In that case, I need them to meet. I also need to see and hug them."
I was about to take a step when he suddenly grabbed me by the arm. I suddenly looked at his hand, holding me. I felt a slight tickle spread all over my body. I immediately withdrew my arm from him.
I looked at him in surprise and raised an eyebrow.
Hopefully, he did not notice that I was still affected by him.
"We need to talk first. Before you showed up as our twin."
"Why? Is there a problem to talk about?" I wondered as I watched him closely. What else do we need to talk about?
"About us, sweetie ..."
I laughed out loud; then I stared at him intently in his eye-catching eyes.
"About us? I think there is no more about us. We are already done. After four years." After that, I immediately turned my back on him.
Sorry, sweetie. Not yet, it is possible. But, one day, I can tell you again. I love you so much; I still love you. Remember that, just don't let go, sweetie. Just don't let go.
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"WHERE ARE THE CHILDREN? Why aren't they two here in the living room?" I was surprised to ask him when I got to the living room.
I was nervous earlier, but the twins were not there. Is he fooling me again? Or did he cheat on me?
He looked at me, then looked behind me. He rested deeply. "They're not here yet. I just said that so you could come here to the living room. They're still at school. And, we'll pick them up."
I raised my eyebrow then smirked. You would think that this one of mine was one by one. "In that case, I'll meet them at school there? Is that so? What do you want to happen?"
"That's it .."
I walked out of the house and then spoke. "What else are you staring at there? Come on. I've been excited to see the two kids before. Our son."
I smiled as I got into his car. I will not regret what I said last.