Maya's POV.
"Do you wanna come over tonight? We can watch movies and order pizza and-" Riley .
"I can't, I'm spending the weekend at Lucas' place," I give her a sympathetic smile. She rolls her eyes and groans.
"Again? Is tonight gonna be the night?" She nudges me and gives me a wink.
Memories of him telling me he wants to wait until the right moment gives me concern. Is he even attracted to me sexually? I have been over to his apartment about a dozen times and every time I reach out to unbutton his shirt, he shakes his head and says "not yet" which really throws me off because should he be the one who craves sex?
I sigh and raise my eyebrows at her.
"I guess we'll find out" I say and smile when I see Lucas leaning against his car.
"Use protection, and remember what I told you. A real lady never swallows," she says and winks causing me to laugh
. . .
"You're going where?" my mom follows me upstairs.
"To Riley's place, we're having a twilight marathon" I lie and walk into my room.
"Oh, okay. Call me if you need anything alright?" she says loud for me to hear.
"Okay mom" I call back and close the door to change. I rummage through my drawers and see my red lace bra and panties. I have the same pair in black. I pull my shirt over my head and take off the current white bra I'm wearing that looks too innocent on me.
I hook the red bra on and change into the red lace panties too. I stare in the mirror for a minute. What if he turns me down again? The embarrassment from those times before made me want to crawl into a hole and die.
I change into a black t-shirt and some denim jeans before stuffing the black lace bra and panties into my backpack followed by some shorts and a v-neck.
Once my backpack is stuffed with clothes, I brush out my hair, apply some mascara and head downstairs.
I open the door and close it behind me before I look at Lucas leaning on the hood of his car. His green eyes are luminous in the sunlight. I find myself biting my lip and I walk over where his head turns to look at me.
"I wasn't getting any younger here" he says and I laugh.
"Sorry, I was getting lots of phone calls from guys wanting to know if my weekend was free," I fan myself with my hand and he laughs and walks over to me and takes my backpack. He throws it over his shoulder and pulls me closer before he sticks his hands in my back pockets.
"Tell them to fuck off, cause you're mine" he bend down and kisses me.
"All mine" he says again and opens the passenger side door for me and puts my backpack in the backseat.
As we drive towards his pace, he places his hand on my thighs and squeezes. I bite my lip and my heavy breath starts to fog up the windows.
Once we get there, we take the elevator up and he unlocks his front door. His apartment looks the same, the bed pressed up against the wall and his couch on the other side. His bathroom next to the bed.
"So you wanna wa-" he starts but I cut him off as I kiss him he smiles into the kiss and brings my body close to his. He drops my backpack, and closes the door. I pull away from the kiss and pull him by his hand closer to the bed. I throw him on it and climb onto his lap.
I kiss him deeper and he moans into the kiss and I pull my shirt over my head. He sees the red lace bra and he gently throws me off of him and onto the bed.
"Fuck. No Maya, we can't," he says and pulls at the roots of his hair.
I'm panting and I scoff before picking my shirt off the floor and throw it over my head.Â
"Okay Lucas, I'm done trying. If you wanna go fuck someone who isn't me, go ahead" I say in tears and pick up my bag before reaching for the door knob.
He grabs my arm and pulls me over to him.
"What are you taking about Maya?" he says and I roll my eyes.
"It's clear to me now that you're not attracted to me..that way," I say and he laughs.
"Maya, you're insane. Of course I'm attracted to you that way, but I just want you to be sure about this first," he says and grabs my backpack and sets it by the door.
"I'm sure. I've never been so sure," I wrap my arms around his neck and he does the same to my waist.
"You've been warned," he whispers in my ear and throws me on the bed. He pulls his shirt over his head and throws it on the floor.
"Take off your shirt" he says in a serious tone. I lean up to pull my shirt over my head and he grabs it and stares down at me.
"Holy fuck," he hisses and bites his lip. He rests his knee on the bed and pulls my ankles into the edge of the bed causing me to squeal.
He pulls my jeans down to my ankles and sucks in a breath as he sees my matching panties.
"You're fucking killing me" he says and completely takes off my jeans. The hunger in his eyes gives me pleasure.
"What do you want me to do, Maya?" he asks and leans in close enough for me to smell his minty breath.
"Anything."
"No. Don't say that cause there are a lot of fucking things that I could to you right now, especially when you look so fucking sexy in that lace," he says and leans down to kiss me. He positions his leg to spread my legs further apart and his hand moves to my back.
He unclips my bra and slides the straps down my shoulders.
He does this all while kissing me but pulls away to look at me. He moans and cups me with his hand. I hiss at the cold contact.
"Sorry," he kisses my jaw and moves lower until his face is in front of my breasts. He looks up at me and inserts one into his mouth. He gently sucks and grabs my hips to balance himself.
My eyes roll to the back of my head and my head lands on the pillow.
He trials a line of kisses down my chest, stomach and my hip bone. He stops at my panty line and looks up me as if asking for permission. I bite my lip and nod.
He licks his bottom lip and bites it before pulling my panties down my ankles.
"Jesus christ," he gasps and spreads my legs with his knee.
"I wanna taste you," he breaths hot air into my ear. He steps off the bed and hooks his arms under my thighs before he's kneeling in front of me.
He's looking at me through his lashes and blows the wet surface down there causing me to moan and arch my back off the bed.
"You're fucking soaking," he says and seconds later, he places his lips right onto me. The bed sheets are wrinkled in my hands. He's swirling his tongue in circles and sticks his tongue deep into me. I moan loud wrap my fingers into his hair and tug a little causing him to moan. I push his head in and he's French kissing me now.
Suddenly he stops and I frown in disappointment. He chuckles and I see my moisture on his lips. He kisses me and I can taste the bitter taste of myself.
He shakes off his pants and walks over to his dresser to grab a condom. He rips it open and drops his boxers. My jaw falls at his incredible length and he notices before laughing.
He positions himself between my legs and kisses me.
"Just tell me if this becomes too much, I don't wanna hurt you..too much" he says and I nod.
He leans further in and I can feel his tip at my entrance. He moans as he holds all of his weight on his arms. He sucks in a breath as he slowly enters me. The feeling is foreign and uncomfortable. I wince as he slowly deepens himself into me.
"Fuck. You're so fucking right around me. Do y-you want me to..to stop?" he asks and I shake my head. He pulls back and re-enters, the uncomfortable feeling disappears and I start moaning as the pleasure increase.
"Oh fuck yeah, " he's moaning and so am I. He's holding onto my arms as he pulls in and out. I feel the pleasure so strong and my moans grow louder. My stomach feels so right and I feel my legs stiffen.
It feels so good and his expression is pushing me over the edge. I release and so does he. He falls on top of me and I wince as he pulls out.
"Sorry. You were amazing" he says and kisses me.
I cuddle closer to him and I lay my head on his chest.
"I love you" he whispers and as I look up at him, his eyes are closed.
"I love you too" I whisper back and fall asleep on his chest.