'Is this the day?'I thought to myself.
The goddess finally came to end me.
Finally, after all of these years, she came to take me away. I am corrupt and a nuisance to the family and clan no one will miss me. Well, maybe dad, but he will understand. After all, I am cursed and was never supposed to be here.
I stared at her eyes.
Fear was all over my body when I saw her for the first time, but now I feel at peace.
I know why the goddess is here.
Everyone ran away, not to be surprised. The goddess is the absolute. She's everything that is here.
The things I can see and not, she created them all and is the absolute of it all. She's so bright like a star has landed and right now is staring at me.
'she started to walk towards me'
My body tensed, fear returned again. I was not at peace at all.
I wanted to run like the others, but now I can't. She's just for me, no one else. If I run, she may get mad that I wasted her precious time and punish not only me but the whole clan.
I kept staring at her as she walked towards me. I couldn't understand.
' Why me? Why am I the one whose cursed why can I just be normal?'
'What did I do? And why now? Because I was just about to break one of the rules of her world?'
'It doesn't matter, after all, the same will happen to me. I'm just glad dad stopped me before or else I couldn't bear his pain, but now he will understand. He will know that I am with the Goddess.'
I started to walk towards her. After all, I don't want to waste her time with lowly me.
Soon we stood by each other.
I kept looking at her. She was beautiful. I could feel her enegy, authority
'I'm standing!' I screamed a my mind.
I quickly bowed to her and after a second I spoke.
"Goddess Levi Mi" My toungue stuck after the sentence, i could fell the sweat drip from my head to the nose then to the ground
But after a couple of seconds I continue,
"Are you here to take away?" I finally said
my body was hot, sweat only increased and if I wouldn'at be able to control it what I hope the Goddess woulden't take it as insult
I bowed and waited for half a minute and still no response from the goddess
My thougths were mangled I started to have doubts and started to came up with theory why was she here but as soon of these thoughts came I suppressed them immediately, there was only one explanation and it was due to me no one else and so I waited.
But after a minute I understood that something is wrong she just stared at me even with my bow and head to the ground I could feel hear eyes on me
I lifted my head slightly and looked at her.
Her eyes immediately catched mine and I understood
She knew, she waited so that I would bring the tool that I almost broke one of her rules.
my hand slowly reached to my back and then I took out the knife, and slowly reached out my hands with the knife to her
She backed away a bit, I was shocked but understandable from her reaction I was going to break her worlds rules.
But as my thoughts were going through she slapped my hand and the knife flew away
"YES! Goddess I made a mistake please forgive me and don't punish my clan because of me, it was me only me no one told me to do it was ONLY ME!" I screamed.
The peace once again was broked fear once again set in, all my body was shaking and begging me to run away
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Our eyes kept looking at each other
Not he or I could break away, only my and not long he's legs moved towards each other.
Soon we stood near each other, my only thoughts where what to do, why did I walk towards him.
Maybe these last days where more traumatic than I thought, not only I am in this new world, but my appearance, gender, voice changed.
Then I just realised that I didn't question what happened to my old body am I dead or something else happened?
But now is not the time I was standing besides this boy
We just stood there not saying a word just looking at each other eyes.
But then he quickly bowed and spoke
I couldn't understand any of it it was just gibberish to me
But he was sweating, actually he was basically all wet like buckets of water kept falling onto him.
'Is he alright?'
'Is it because of me, like i'm shining like sun, maybe i giving heat and I just don't feel it'
But to be honest he smells nice
'weird, but nice'
But then after a minute he took from his back a knife
Fear was in my head, and I quickly slapped his hands to throw away the knife.
'Is he here to kill me?!'
'I knew this was stupid. WHY OH GOD WHY did I not saw this coming.'
Then he started to scream at me, I was even more scared.
After he had screamed at me, I wanted to run away but once again my body was stuck.
The only thing I though was possible now was to scream.
"I DON'T UNDERSTAND YOU! PLEASE DON'T DO ANYTHING O ME!" I screamed in my Beautiful yet scary voice.
He looked at me and he looked scared I think there were tears in his eyes but that too could be sweat.
The boy stumbled a bit and then ran.
'Thank god for my voice.'
After seeing the boy disappear in the forest I calmed myself
'What now?'