Roman tried to act right, but that wasn't enough because he didn't apologize, and he only changed for the kids, he took them out more often, he played with them, he spoiled his kids. time was flying, soon princess was admitted in to study medicine in China, she left with peace knowing her parents were okay, it's been very boring few weeks after she had left, but the other kids also has their own bubbly sides so it got better.
yildiz wanted to convince zamar to go back to her business but she refused, she sold her boutique and designs to someone else and she made a lot of money from that, all she wanted was money, to start over, she's been very patient with herself but she can't anymore, she's endured enough, even though things are better now, she still wanted out.
"I think mom is right, your boutique meant a lot to you, you left your team for it" Roman said
"I sold it, I sold my designs, so no I'm not starting another business over, and I've sent you the money you used to help me.fund my business, all of it, in cash" zamar said
"I never said it was a loan" Roman said
"yes I know, but I also don't want to indebted to you" She said
"zamar" Roman said
"and my queen thanks a lot for being very nice to me, you're just like my mother honestly, not for once have I felt like an outcast" she said
"zamar what's that for, were still together here" yildiz said
"well..." she shrugged
"well?" Roman asked
"what?" she said
"are you up to something?" he asked
"my plans for this year are to change my life, completely" she said
"meaning?" both yildiz and zamar asked
"meaning doing what's best for me, putting myself first, myself I mean everything that connects with me, like my kids" she said
"oh, that's good, sometimes you got to get out of the routine to explore other possibilities out there, I get you" yildiz said
"I knew you would" zamar high fived her.
March.
zamar used some of her money to buy a house gar away from here using her brother's name, then she found a school for her kids, Raymond is in grade 12, so he's fine, halit is in grade 10, then hassan, Ali and emir are in grade 8 so she'll move them, she then opened her online business wjere she sells designs and offer fashion advices, it started operating in August, and all that time, she was a busy bee, Roman didn't suspect anything.
zamar went back to the gym, she is now on size 30, she wanted to loose more weight so she dedicated her life there, it's been 3 and half years since her and her husband haven't been intimate, Roman though had gone out a number of times, zamar never even thought of doing that.
December came, after celebrating Christmas, the following day, zamar andnthe kids left, she left a note
"it's been years in this marriage, and in the years, the bad times outnumber the good times, you actually killed the good times memories with your blames on me, I was nothing but understanding, patient, caring loving, protective, everything a man can ever ask for in a woman, but you failed to see that, those qualities were not an act, I'm naturally like that, so I will continue being what I was to you, to someone deserving, you are allowed to see your kids, but you and I will never be in contact again, this is it.
have a good life" she wrote.
yidliz the queen found the note and called Roman, he walked down still sleepy
"what is it?" he asked, she handed her the note, after reading, he broke down,
"I don't mean to add more stress on you but the girls need zamar, she's the only mom they know, this will kill them" yildiz said, then yildiz walked down,
"what will kill us?" she asked
"your mother is gone, she wants divorce" yildiz the queen said
"oh my word, not this again, what went wrong, we were good yesterday" she asked her father
"babe we were never good, I think what pushed her is that I cheated on her" he said
"you did what?" they asked
"and that girl claimed to be pregnant, we dealt with it, and i asked her to keep it a secret" he said
"oh, wow, you did that?" yildiz was mad
"mom" he looked at her
"remember how many times we've went through this with your father? remember how much it used to hurt you? haven't you learned anything? why would you put your kids through this?" yildiz asked
"I'm sorry mom" he said
"you're sorry mom? please Roman, you should know better than this" she said and walked away.
Roman tried to look for zamar but he was never successful, the divorce papers were served, he didn't sign, Raymond had gone to USA to study politics science. zamar made sure to never ask money from Roman, she also didn't use her bank cards, she only used cash for that year, she'd transfer money to her boyfriend then withdraw it using his account.
the year had been very difficult for the girls, Roman almost went to depression, he would travel the hole world, until he announced on TV that he's looking for his wife, he made a public apology, he told the truth, from when nnena died, until when she left. and that brought him closer to finding her because a lot of people have seen her, and since she's very active online, on YouTube, on Twitter, all the socials, it was then easier to find her.
zamar and her boyfriend had fought because he thought they were divorced only to find out on national TV that she's still married, so she's been all alone again, she on the other hand was happy that Roman pleaded for her forgiveness publicly, and had acknowledged his mistakes, she went to drop the kids off at school and came back home, she saw a car she doesn't know parked on her driveway, she parked behind it, when she saw who came put, she rolled her her windows up.
he knocked onnthe window "roll it down'he said, she froze, his voice gave him chills, he looked very fly, she couldn't act right, she just froze, that's the only way she was able to act, her hands couldn't move, he knocked again but zamar was frozen, so he moved away from the car, walked to his car, she looked at how he walked, she missed all that, his walk, his voice, his laugh, his smile, his eyes and his touch, she never knew how much she missed him until now, she was brought back to life by her ringing phone, she looked at the caller ID, it was him.
she answered but kept quiet
"zamar please get out of the car, we need to talk, I need to talk to you, please" he said and waited for a reply
"zamar I know you can hear me, please my love come out" he said, zamar was looking at him, he was in supegar white boots, black leader pants, long sleeve tight fitting shirt with a cardigan that's his knees length
she admired, he's always stylish, and he looks good in everything he wears, then a bang that almost got her peeing on herself came through
"zamar damn it" he said banging the window, she got out...
he suddenly couldn't move, his mouth half opened, zamar had gained all her weight back, she's was on size 32 and happy, she was in a green and black short skirt with slits both sides, a black body suit, and a green blazer, she had on her long above the knees or thigh length boots, he was impressed, she liked her the way she was, not the tiny zamar, her body is beautiful, a thick madam.
"Roman " zamar said after having to say hello a million times, she had cut off her hair completely, so she's bald, and that complemented her caramel complexion.
"you're so beautiful" he said
"why are you here?" she asked
"I came to take you home" he said still looking at her
"I'm home here" she said
"no you're not, you and the kids belong at the palace, with me and your other kids, they need you, I need you" he said
she laughed
"I used to believe this, I need you to move your car, I have an appointment with a client in ten minutes" she said
"a client?" he asked.
"yes, now drive" she said
"well the car is yours, happy belated birthday" he handed her the keys, she took them and drove the car aside, then threw the keys far away causing Roman to run and get them, then she drove her car inside, locked the gate.
Roman kept calling by the intercom, until he decided to jump the fence, then he knocked on the door and opened, zamar didn't hear him him since she was attending a client via Skype, Roman his himself to hear who wzamar was talking to and about what, he heard that they're talking about fashion, he waited until they end the call, zamar disappeared, he went to sit by the couch, zamar took off her clothes, took a quick cold shower though it was cold, then she walked to the seating room naked, she thought she was alone, she was singing a song thay used to trend when she was still primary school crushing over Roman, "will you wait for when I'm gone, will you climb mountains to fetch me because I don't know if I'll ever be back" then she screamed because of fright.
Roman ran to hold her
"it's me" he said a couple of times before she understood
"how did you get in?" she asked
"I jumped the fence" he said
"you did what?" do you want to go to jail?" she asked
"you didn't want to open, and I want to talk to you, so that was the only option I had left zamar, I love you, I've always did, I just didn't know how much until when you left, I missed you so much, I know I treated you badly, I'm sorry, I wish incan turn the hands of time back but I can't will you please give me one last chance to treat you better? I will never hurt you intentionally I promise, I swear" he was on his knees
"it took you this to realize how much you loved me? how much do you love me?" she asked
he looked up at her
"let me show you" he said, his face was in level with her shaved pussy, his eyes then landed on it, he began to have ideas
"how?" she asked, he didn't waste any time, he carried her to the couch, spread her thick thighs and ate her up, then they made up, she agreed to go back home when the kids are done with their final exams.