yildiz decided to use the day to spoil herself, she spent a bit of time with her son then later went to the spa, after that she had lunch by herself, still enjoying her peaceful moments, Manuela joined her
"our queen, what are you doing here without any guards or maids?" she asked
yiodiz raised her head to look at her "hello princess Manuela, one needs some alone time sometimes" yildiz said
"true, it's overwhelming to always have a group of people following you around, but you get used to it since you grow up experiencing it, oh my bad, you are not royalty, now I understand why you're alone, you're used to being alone" Manuela said
"that's true, all this fan base shit is not my thing" yildiz said faking a smile
"I get it, it must be even harder to be the queen, I heard you're making serous changes already, how's Randy taking all of that? I mean I wouldn't allow anyone to change what I grew up knowing" Manuela said
"change is good Manuela" yildiz
"not always, well not when you change the only things that have linked you to the people you hold dearly to your heart" Manuela said
"have you been talking to Randy?" yildiz asked
"no, but I know how it feels, Randy changed alot of things when he married me, it was hard to adjust to the changes, it's still hard, especially because the biggest change ripped me off my tittle" Manuela said then laughed bitterly
"you're still mad aren't you?" yildiz asked
"you know yildiz I was fine, I forgave him for tricking me, but he did it again when he forced me to divorce him, it brought back the pain, I'm very angry and bitter, but what can I do?" Manuela said
"well, the best revenge is forgiveness, you forgive people whom have hurt you even when they have not asked for forgiveness, you accept that people will always have an agenda when they come to your life, good and bad, forgive yourself for not being extra careful to notice the agenda they came with, let go and move on" yildiz said
"that easy huh?" Manuela
"no, it's not easy, it takes time, but eventually it happens if that's what you want to do" yildiz said
"have you forgiven me for stabbing you?" Manuela asked
"I have, I have healed, and I understand why you did it, it doesnt make it right but I get it, so yes, I'm over that" yildiz
"well for what's worth, I'm deeply sorry, I have never imagined my life like this, stabbing an innocent person for a man? life really brings out the worst out of people" Manuela
"life is constant, it doesn't change, what changes is the sacamstances, learning how to cope in each is the best formula to have a very peaceful life" yildiz said
"you're wise, you deserve this tittle, my queen" Manuela bowed
they laughed.
"I'm going to have to ruin your day though yildiz, your husband have took a video of us making love, he must have saved it somewhere, can you please help me delete it? I don't have agenda, I just want to ease my mind knowing I'm off his hook" Manuela said
"I'll help you" yildiz lied
"thank you" She believed her.
Randy went back to the house and found it empty
"where is my wife?" he asked her personal maid
"she went out" she said
"to where?" he asked
"she just said she's going out" she said
"without you and her guards?" Randy asked
"yes" she said hesitantly
"and you allowed her to?" he was shouting
"I'm sorry my king, but there was nothing we could have done" she answered
"what do I pay you for then?" he asked looking at her in the eyes, she looked away but still had the same answer should she be forced to talk
randy took put his phone and called yildiz, it rang once then it was hung up, she got in
"I'm here" she said looking very tired but refreshed
"where were you?" Randy asked
"out" yildiz
"where?" he asked
"the mall, I wanted to have some me time" she said going to the bedroom
"you do realize that you are not just anyone, you can't be seen out alone without your maids and guards yildiz, must I tell you everything?" Randy shouted
"keep it down Randy, I'm not deaf, I need you to stop talking to me like a baby, I'm an adult, yes I might not be royalty but I'm an adult, show respect when you talk to me" she shouted back.
"what does being royalty got to do with anything?" Randy asked
"nothing, tonight I'd really appreciate if we just sleep without you lecturing me about anything" she said heading to the bathroom, she took a very long time the came back to find Randy busy on his laptop
"you were right" Randy said
"about?" yildiz asked
"the farms" he said and waited for yildiz to say something but she didn't, she instead got under the sheets and covered herself
"yildiz I'm talking to you" he said
"what about the farms Randy?" she asked
"the changes you made, you were right, I went ahead with your plan, the new employees will start working next week Monday, and the old ones will be moved to the storage, the only thing I didn't regard is the application for the storage work, I felt bad releasing them, so I gave each of them something to do there" Randy said
"all of them?" she asked
"well, most" he answered
"then what will happen to the few?" yildiz asked
"I helped them claim their pension funds, they will stay at home" he said, yildiz laughed out loud and covered herself again
randy roughly took off the sheets from her
"what's so funny?" he asked
"nothing" she said still laughing
"I know it was your plan from the beginning yildiz, it just didn't seem right to me then, but I have realized that it actually is a good change" he said
"you didnt want to go ahead with it because that's how your father did things, you felt as though I'm changing his kingdom, the only way of living you knew is now changed by a commoner, that's what you felt, it has nothing to do with the farms, but everything to do with power" yildiz said
"don't bring my father in this yildiz, yes that's his kingdom and believe me when I tell you that he put this kingdom on a map so changing things might shake us a little bit" Randy said
"what if the shake is exactly what we need to be a the top of the hierarchy?" yildiz asked
"we are already at the top" Randy said
"as a kingdom, but what if we change the whole governing around here Randy, imagine you landing on a political chair, as a mayor or a counselor of this community? don't you want that for yourself? because I do, trust me I will never lead this kingdom astray, everything I do, I'm doing it for my son, I'm paving a way for him, making things a little bit easier for when he becomes king" yildiz said
"I'm sorry for doubting you" Randy said
"you're only sorry for that?" she asked
"I'm sorry for disrespecting you, I'm deeply sorry" he said
"I forgive you, but your words really broke me, I will never be free" yildiz said
"but I'm saying sorry" Randy said
"and I hear you, but your words were really hurtful Randy" she said
"I'll do everything in my power to get your forgiveness" Randy said kissing yildiz on the nose
"start by showing me your sex tape" she said, Randy coughed dramatically
"what?" she asked
"I don't have any sex tape" he lied
"really? I was with Manuela and she told me everything" she said
"you do realize that Manuela is in the past, what I did with her is in the past right? I don't want us fighting because of her or the stupid sex tape, I kept it for future use" Randy said
"but can I see it?" she said
"no, I'm sorry you can't yildiz" Randy said
"fine, how's your day looking tomorrow? I was thinking we should take Roman to the zoo tomorrow" yildiz said
"it's a date, can I ask you something personal?" Randy asked
"shoot" yildiz
"Sam, would you take him back if you and I didn't work out?" Randy asked
"how do you know about Sam?" yildiz asked
"well I just happen to know" he lied, he investigated him, and he found out that he's very rich and loved yildiz very much
"okay, I would" yildiz said honestly
"and Nathan?" Randy asked
"Nathan and I shouldn't have happened at the first place, we are so wrong for each other, I wouldn't dare and that's not because of the abuse, we were just not compatible" she said
"so Sam is the one?" he asked
"the one that does what?" she asked
"I don't know, I mean the one that is.. okay your second best" Randy said
"who's my first?" yildiz asked
"me obviously" Randy said
"wow, you are too sure, Sam deserved better than what I offered, he's a good guy, but I dont want to talk about Sam and Nathan Randy, because we will end up fighting for nothing.