Ceres knew that lunch could be this fun. In her last life, lunch was mostly taken directly from a can. Sometimes, she'd have bread and jam or sometimes, she'd be eating food directly from the wilds. She had fancy meals due to her mission but it was never something she felt happy about.
There were times that she had meals with Xhylan and Marcus but they never had any cheerful topic to talk about. Their daily life was composed of killing, deception and all the sins in the world. What was fun in doing that?
As for those children she supported to survive, she never joined them for lunch. She only asked someone to send them groceries every week and buy them clothes twice a month. She had someone to take care of them. She felt that, she didn't have the right to be with them because she was tainted - a devil. She didn't want to dirty them.