"Are you sure that you're ready for this?" Damien asks. "We can wait if you're not ready." "
It's fine, no time like the present." I'm sitting on his lap shaking from the nerves. I can't help but stare at him, realizing how big he is.
He sighs, " Would you like me to take the lead? I promise to be gentle and slow."
I nod and try to get up. He pulls me back onto his lap gently, touching my arm. "Don't move, just breathe."
I take deep breaths. My cycle has finally ended so it's time for us to mate, although I'm terrified of all of this.
"Relax." He gently massages my shoulders and neck, and once I stop shaking he begins to kiss my shoulders and moves up to my neck. "Close your eyes, focus on my touch."
I nod and do as I am told.
He moves my head onto his shoulder.
I focus on his touch and kisses, they feel nice and relaxing.
He gently bites the nape of my neck.
Without realizing I let out a whine. "Good girl." He whispers in my ear. Hearing those words makes my body feel hot. He runs his hand down my side and rubs my inner thigh. With his other hand, he goes up and gently touches my chest. He opens my legs and touches me between them.
"No, it's sensitive right there," I whisper.
"That's the point. I want you to feel the pleasure of a man. Just trust me."
My legs start trembling. I grab onto his arm to try and brace myself for something. My hips seem to move with his rhythm, I can't control them. My breathing gets heavy and my body feels hotter with every touch. This strange feeling builds within me.
"What is this feeling?" Damien doesn't respond, he just quickens his pace. I try and squirm free, but he holds me tighter without stopping. "Hold still," he growls.
My whole body tenses up and it feels like it's all going to release at once. He bites my neck again and it all comes rushing out at once. My body twitches and I let out a loud moan. Suddenly I collapse into him breathing heavily.
"What did you think of that?" he whispers.
I can't answer. I can't even think straight. "The fun is only just beginning" He picks me up and places me on my hands and knees. He opens my legs just a bit and rubs himself against me. "Are you ready for me?"
"Will you even fit?"
He chuckles. "Let's find out." He runs his hand down my hip with his free hand, then very slowly, he enters me. It's painful at first, and then it feels good, my body trembles more from the ecstasy.
"Are you alright?" He asks. I nod, unable to speak.
When he moves I can't even think of anything else but the feeling of him.
My hips move in his rhythm making it feel even better. My arms give out but he holds my hips in place.
This continues for a while and I can feel him twitching inside of me. What does that mean?
I hear him growl and my body tenses up again.
"Fae, I'm about to," He howls suddenly.
I feel him shoot something hot inside of me, making me climax again. My stomach feels full as I collapse onto the ground.
He lays beside me on the bedding and pulls me onto his chest.
Our breathing is heavy and our minds are blank. We lay still, satisfied.
I try to get up but he pulls back down. "No, you rest. Your body has been through enough, what do you need?"
"Um, just some water. I would appreciate it."
He changes into his wolf form. "Alright then, I'll be back later." He licks my cheek and takes off in a flash.
I touch my cheek. Did he just kiss me? I adjust my position and the exhaustion hits me with full force. So, I lay back down and rest my eyes.
` I wake up to the smell of food. I take off the blanket and notice some blood on the bedding.
"Bring that here if you can, we can burn it. I'll replace it later, I promise." Damien pokes at the fire and adjusts the roasting meat.
I nod and gather up the leaves. It's a little hard to walk but I manage well. I set the leaves down and sit by the fire, holding my stomach.
"Are you alright?" He asks handing me a bowl of water.
I nod. "Yes, I'm just a little sore that's all."
I drink the water in the awkward silence between us. What are you supposed to say after sex? How much you love them? But Damien and I aren't exactly in love, are we?
"Would you like a bath? We can go to the lake if you want to." He cuts through my thoughts with his words.
"Yeah, I'd love that. I was just thinking about it."
He takes the roast off and pulls apart a small piece. "Here, it shouldn't be too hot. I smoked it while you slept."
I eat it slowly and savor the smokey flavor.
Once we both eat, we take a short hike to the lake.
"Aren't you going to get in?" He asks, waist-deep in the water. It looks like the cold water doesn't affect him at all.
"You can go first, it's fine!" I call back. I turn around and sit on a nearby rock.
Suddenly Damien is behind me and picks me up. He goes back into the lake and drags me with him.
The cold water makes me gasp and I cling to him for warmth. "What the Hell!"
He holds me close and whispers in my ear. "Stay close. We are not the only ones here."
I nod and hang onto him. I slowly dive into the water to get all the dirt off of me. "Who else is here?"
"I'm assuming some of the villagers. I can't tell who yet, there's a lot to smell." He kneels into the water and rinses his hair.
"Oh, Damien!" A familiar voice calls from the shore.
I look over and see the girl from the village waving at us.
She sees me and her expression changes. "You, you animal!" She yells. Her spouses come out from the treeline behind her. "You mated an outsider, you were supposed to mate with me! I'm going to have you banned from the village!" She storms off in a huff.
"Well, she's dramatic. Also, how did she know?"
He pokes a spot on my chest, just above my breast. "You have a spousal mark right here. The closer it is to your chest, the more you love them." He smiles. "Come on, let's go before she comes back. I was thinking about moving anyway." He carries me out of the water and we go back to the cave.
I sit by the warm fire, it feels good on my cold skin.
"We can go to another village." He says sitting next to me. "We can leave tomorrow if you're ready."
"Hm, that does sound nice. Maybe we can get a house and be even cozier."
He nods. "That does sound nice."
"Do we have enough meat to take with us? Or will we need more than that?"
He thinks for a moment. We might need more, maybe we can get some fruit or something."
I wonder if we will find Comac out there, I miss him. "We can go now if you'd like."
He changes to wolf form. "Alright, let's go then." He crouches down and gestures for me to get on.
I climb on, and we go on our way.
"Look, there's an apple tree! Can you lift me?" I look up at Damien, who doesn't look pleased.
"Won't you get hurt?"
I shake my head. "Not if you're here. Besides, I'm lighter than I look. I can use the heavier branches to shake down the good apples."
He nods reluctantly. Then he gently grabs me by the hips and lifts me to the largest branch.
I climb up and find a sturdy branch. "You ready for them?" I call down.
"Yes!"
I bounce on the branch softly at first, and then harder. Once most of them fall off, I climb down and hop on the ground. "Did that fill the basket?"
He's still on the ground picking them up. "Almost, I'm still looking for them. You found a good branch."
Suddenly an apple falls onto Damien's head and bounces into the basket.
"Ouch!" He grabs the spot on his head.
I can't help but start laughing at him.
"That's not funny, it hurts!"
I fall to the ground unable to stand. My stomach hurts from laughing so hard. "Your reaction was priceless! I can't stop laughing!" I say between breaths. Once I regain my composure I stand up again. "That was great," I say with a sigh and wipe the tears from my eyes.
He shakes his head and sighs. "Let's go, we need to get moving so we can leave tomorrow."
I nod. "Okay, I think this will be enough."
He changes and I climb onto him holding the basket.
As we are walking, something catches my eye. "Can we stop for a second? I see something over there." I point in the direction of it.
The thing looks black but it's hard to tell what it is. I hop down and slowly move towards it.
As we get closer, I notice it's a small animal. It's laying in a pool of what I assume is its blood. Without thinking I run towards it. "No, no, no. Don't let it be true." I haven't seen him in a long while, not since my cycle started. I kneel down and gently touch it.
It moves and looks at me.
I recognize that red eye. "Comac, what happened?" I cup his muzzle and look into his only red eye.
"Ambush, they found me." He says softly.
"Damien! I need your help!"
"Don't yell I'm right behind you."
Comac licks my hand and collapses into me.
"Comac!"