I've been home for only two hours and at first everyone was happy to see me and glad that I came back but all that only lasted an hour then they all was back to normal acting like I have never left this place. Everyone is telling me that I am not allowed to leave the sate ever again that if I do meet someone who doesn't live here that I am to stay here that they can come live here with me. They also are trying to control my life by telling me what I should do and what I shouldn't do.
I didn't even get a chance to tell them what happened to me or who I've become or that fact that I started smoking cigarettes how I also time to time will smoke weed. I know it's not the worst thing I could be doing . I mean I could be doing drugs but after what I lived through no way will I ever do that I never even thought about doing it not once. I did have to take a lot of painkillers/pain pills that the hospital gave me when my dic slipped from my lower back in high school.
