"I just..." Lin Li hesitated, as if considering, and finally seemed to have made up her mind. She said quickly, "I just saw Murphy!"
It was so fast that Enron almost didn't recognize what she was saying, but her speed was not fast enough after all. Enron heard and understood, and she said she saw it!
Enron was silent, speechless, and the strength of holding the mobile phone increased unconsciously, which she did not notice.
"Anzi?" Lin Li didn't hear Enron's response on the phone. She could not help calling out with some worry. She regretted it. Maybe she shouldn't have told her at all.
"Well, I'm here." Enron replied in an unexpectedly calm tone, but Lin Li on the other side of the phone didn't know how heavy her hand was holding the phone at the moment.
"Anzi... Are you all right?" Lin Li is still a little worried after all. Now she regrets it. She wants to scold herself hundreds and thousands of times. Knowing how much the man hurt her, she blames him for his words. She can't hide anything.
"Hehe, what can I do?" Enron did it with a smile. Even she could tell how fake the smile was, but she still had to be brave and said: "Well, have you talked to him? Has he changed over the years?"
"I won't talk to such a person who is selfish and vain. It's just insulting me," Lin Li said angrily.
Enron smiled bitterly and said nothing. In fact, Lin Li told her that the world was round. He went to the United States after graduation, so the two of them had not met once in six years. But now in a city, since he came back, he can meet Lin Li, and he is expected to meet himself. Instead of being at a loss, now that he knows, at least he is ready.
"Anzi, let's go to the bar tonight. I'll drink with you, and we won't go home unless we get drunk!" Lin Li said heroically, but in fact, she was just worried about her, for fear that she might think wildly.
Enron smiled, not bitterly. This time, it was a relief. It was really good to have such a caring friend. Holding the mobile phone, he relaxed a little and said, "I'm really fine. I said I wouldn't go home if I wasn't drunk, and I don't want to think about my current situation. I don't care if you don't cherish yourself. Don't abuse and wronged my daughter, or I'll be anxious with you. Besides, tomorrow I'll go to see your husband, the golden tortoise. I really want to succeed."
"Alas, if you really have nothing to do with it, don't just talk about it." Lin Li muttered over the phone.
Enron walked to the end of the corridor, looked out of the window at the blue and white sky, sighed, and said: "Lin Li, it was stupid of me to be unable to let go at the beginning, but I should have been stupid for six years, and I will not let myself be so stupid anymore. Even if I don't do it for myself, I should learn to be smart for my parents."
Lin Li was silent on the phone for a while. After a long time, she said, "You should have been smart!"
Enron knew whether they would meet sooner or later when they came back. But she didn't expect that the meeting would come so quickly and suddenly. Even when I talked to Lin Li on the phone at noon, I repeatedly assured her that I was fine. I had put myself down and could calmly face the man when I saw him again. But after all, she was still in a mess. Looking at the man standing in front of her, she was confused.
Enron looked at Murphy standing in front of her. His face had not changed much. He was still handsome, but his temperament had changed a lot. The original young and sunny boy was now more mature, more stable, and more profound than she could understand.
Enron knew that he should treat himself as a stranger, then walked past him calmly and expressionless, and then did not look at him. However, the body seems not to be under the control of the brain, and the legs seem to be rooted on the ground. They want to move, but they can't move. They look at him straight, as if they want to see through all the changes he has been wearing for six years.
Could it be that he looked at her, his mouth tightly closed, his hands tightly clenched, as if he was suppressing something. She has changed. He can't tell where she has changed. Anyway, it is different. Now Enron is no longer the one who used to lean on his arms and laugh happily.
The city is not big. It would be extremely difficult to find someone just like him six years ago, but for him now, it is just a sentence. It can't be simpler. The answer has been found in less than half a day.
Could it be that he stepped forward step by step, stopped in front of her, and said, "Enron!" He had been calling this name in his heart for six years, but he had no chance to call it out.
He regained his consciousness safely and was somewhat embarrassed. After all, she could not face it calmly, turned around and prepared to leave.
"Enron." Seeing that she was leaving, could it be that she hurried to step forward, grabbed her hand and asked, "How are you...?"
Enron closed her eyes in pain, and smiled slowly. She turned to look at him and asked with a sneer, "OK, does it have anything to do with you?"
Could it be that he pursed his lips tightly and looked at her, and said for a long time: "I'm sorry..." He apologized six years late, and he owed six years!
Enron's heart ached as if he had been torn apart when he looked at his back, which was determined to turn around.
She was not strong, but she did not allow herself to be vulnerable in front of him, because he was not the man who could give her a hand to rely on, because he was holding another woman, the woman who could give him everything he wanted.
When I opened my eyes again, Enron's eyes had become cold. Nodding, I said, "I accept your apology." Then he looked at his hand and said coldly, "Mr. Mo, can you let go now? I don't want to be misunderstood!"
Is it possible to let go of her and look at her and ask, "How have you been these years?"
Enron turned her head, her eyes were hot and hot, and her sight seemed to become blurred. At this moment, she wanted to cry for no reason. The grievances and sufferings in my heart over the past six years have resulted in a sentence, 'How are you these years?', Funny, really funny.
He forced the tears back, turned around, nodded, and said, "Very good." Her pride and self-respect did not allow her to show weakness.
Could it be that I nodded and stopped talking, just looked at her like this. Even if he has a wife now, he still can't let go of Gu Enron, the woman he has been thinking about for the past six years and the woman he promised to give her all the good things. So this time, even though he knew it was impossible, he still wanted to see her again to see how she was doing.
The two people looked at each other like this, and I don't know how long it took. Enron turned around first with a smile, but the next second behind his back, tears fell from the eyes, down the cheeks
Could it be that when he looked at her back and saw her disappear at the corner, he could only stand where she was and watch. He wanted to come forward and embrace, but he knew that he had lost the right to embrace.
Enron didn't know how she got home. The whole person was in a daze. She only remembered that when she got home, Lin Xiaofen was cooking dinner and said something to her. She didn't respond, so she went straight into the room and locked herself in. Later Gu Hengwen came back and knocked at the door to call her. She just said that she was OK and didn't open the door.