(Len's POV)
I was getting ready with the things I need to bring with me while going in the trade when my informant, Zix suddenly broke into and informed me that almost all the Shashas in the tribe are lusting over my mate.
I almost lost it then and there.
And what was more shocking was that my sweet Sheea even flirted back to them.
I saw red in that.
Here, she doesn't want to mate with me. And there she was entertaining those Shashas.
I thought... After knowing her for some time, I thought she wasn't a power hungry Shasha like others. But I was so wrong. So wrong.
Her aim is to become the main leader of the Tetrad tribe. Or why else would she entertain those selfish Shashas?
I now know what is Sheea's true face. She knows that if she gets the favor of all Shashas in the tribe, and with the way all of the Shans admire her now, Sheea will soon want to be the leader.
But that's okay. It's in the nature of all Shashas that they go after power.
And since Sheea is a strong Shasha with a logical mind, I don't care if she's after the true power of the tribe.
I'll support her.
With her as the main leader, our tribe will prosper more efficiently and smoothly.
She might even inspire those useless Shashas to protect themselves alone without the help of their mates. And in this way, we won't have to lose our brothers while protecting them.
But still... Still I hate this... This whole procedure.
Sheea never looked in my way. Never smiled so sweetly like she does when others are around.
She shows she's tough but immediately she becomes weak when Kyle acts cutely in front of her. She becomes weak when Jemin is near her.
And I can feel it she favours them both over Me and Kevi.
I wouldn't have mind if it had taken me a whole lot of time to be her mate. But with the situation in hand, she might reject me even before I propose to her. Even my mother may not be able to help me then.
And I can't lose her. I can't.
For the first time, I liked a Shasha so much. I don't want to losr her.
Please. The Almighty above don't take her away from me.
She's the first Shasha who didn't despise me, who didn't throw bad words at me.
She may be sly sometimes, but she's not that bad.
Please help me to keep her with me. And I promise I'll never leave her alone.
I'll make her mine and make her love me more than she loves Jemin and Kyle.
Sheea will love me more.
As soon as I finished promising me that, I felt her scent. Her unique scent.
And in my excitement and the fear of lossing her before even getting her, I said, "Oh ho! Look! Who has finally blessed us with her presence? Isn't this the new goddess of the tribe?"
She didn't reply but looked at me with her narrowed eyes. She might be coming up with weird ideas again.
"Woahhh... What? Why are you looking at me like that? Wanna hit me, now huh?! Huh?" I crossed my arms across my chest in self defence.
I intentionally ignored my brothers who are gritting their teeth. Specially Kyle who was using his dominant presence of Sheea's first mate.
Hmph! Stupid beast.
I'm not Sheea's mate yet. That pressure doesn't work on me.
But something snapped inside me when she comforted others who got pressurized under Kyle's dominance.
I hated it. I hated the fact that she cares for all except for me.
Why? Just why I am not in her priority list?!
Am I not a Shan? A living thing? Don't I feel anything?!
No! If this goes on Sheea might never look in my way. She might even take other mates. That might also include those stupid Shashas.
No! No! No! I can't let it happen.
I'll kill everyone. Every one.... so that Sheea can look only in my way.
If there's no one by her side, then she'll only look at my way.
My way.
Yes... so die! Die everyone.
I first targetted Kevi... but I don't know How The F*ck Did I End Up Under The Ground.
Ughhhh!
Damn you Kevi! Damn you Kyle!
And worst! DAMN YOU JEMINNNN!
How dare you to treat me like that?!
I thought we were brothers! Is this how you treat me?!
No wonder they say brothers become enemies while mating.
It's true... Damn trueeee.
I wiggled my way out of the soil. Luckily, the ground wasn't that hard.
The moment I got out, I dashed inside the cave, when I found Kevi sly move towards Sheea who was engrossed in something on her own.
She was so engrossed that she didn't even realized I used the same painful move on Kevi that she used on my neck.
For a moment I wanted to kill Kevi and remove one obstacle from my life, when that stupid snake suddenly interfered and took away Kevi within a blink with his damn tail...
I closed my eyes to control my anger...
And when I opened them, my eyes fall on the Shasha of my dreams.
My mate. My love.
I slowly went near her and circled her waist from behind.
She called out Kyle's name. She might have thought it was Kyle.
But I let her know she was so wrong. So wrong.
I turned her and immediately took her lips in mine.
And Goddd! Her lips! They are so addicting. So sweet like honey yet so spicy.
I was getting addicted to it. And even though I thought I would be gentle to her at our first time, that thought immediately vanished. I found my true self surfacing in front of her.
Her lips were so addicting. I want more.
More of her lips. And I want to taste all of her.
I can't believe those three can still control themselves after tasting her.
I would be damned if I don't take her in my every breath.
The dirty words escaped from my mouth involuntarily. But I found her enjoying them.
She got more wetter and her ecstatic scent over whelmed my senses.
God!!!! I WANT THIS SHASHA SO BADLY.... I want all of her.
Not just her heart and attention. I want her mind, brain and body and every part of her to think about me and only me.
"Open your eyes, Sheea. Open and look at the face of this Shan you're moaning under. Look at this Shan whom you were tossing away like some sh*t." As I stopped my movements and cupped her small face in my hands.
She slowly opened her eyes and looked into mine.
"Say out my name, Sheea. Call my name as I do this to you," I said as I pressed and licked one of her mounts.
"Lennn!" She moaned and that was all it take to almost make me burst between my legs.
I took her lips in mine and kissed her fervently.
"I love you, Sheea. You don't know how much I love you and want you to be mine," I confessed as I rubbed my nose on hers.