Becca.
After the conversation with James the day before, I felt the need to escape for a few days. I wasn’t sure what I was going to do or where I would go, but the confusion I felt made me unsure of everything.
I was going completely against my beliefs and acting a fool.
However, deep inside me, I felt nothing but love for him.
Love… I couldn’t believe I could still feel such a thing after Chad.
Yet, with James, he made me feel like anything was possible.
Sitting on my bed, I took in my open suitcase and stacks of clothing I had been folding. I had no idea what I was doing, but the thought of leaving him broke my heart.
How had this man complicated my life as much as he had?
Perhaps I needed to just come clean with him. Tell him how much I cared about him, and see if there was a way to make the chaos go away.
Picking up my phone, I hesitated and then dialed James’ number. I wanted to tell him the truth. Tell him I loved him, and I never wanted to part from him.
