Indonesia, Jakarta in 2022

I spent my whole life, being an office worker in a small company with a meager salary. This year I am 30 years old, and have never had a girlfriend at all. When it comes to appearance, actually I'm quite handsome and dashing according to the majority of female friends I know. But I stupidly wasted my youth time.

Every time I just focus on trying to have a career and earn money, even my campus life is so bland without anything meaningful other than attending lectures.

.....

"Hey..Joko, don't forget to finish the summary of all these documents immediately. If not the manager will reduce our salary!."

Suddenly, I realized from my daydream when the senior at work spoke commemorating the completion of my work.

"ye..yes senior, I will finish soon!."

Nervously and annoyed I answered then immediately started my work again.

'You damn person, how dare he bestow all his work on me. I'm really sick of all this oppression.'

I mumbled annoyed in my mind. And that's how I went back to work overtime again, after three days of spending time working without sleeping at all.

'Damn...damn... If only I could turn back time I would be able to change all this bad luck!!!.'

I keep complaining in my mind all the time, and without realizing it suddenly I feel dizzy and very tired. I slowly leaned back against the desk and began to close my eyelids, and somehow I felt peace accompanied by warmth I had never felt for a long time. Time after time my consciousness began to fade and fall asleep in deep peace.