.....I walked on to the road while shivering , i saw him dead and i didn't knew how to react there . I went home , i relaxed and tried to find my teddy but it disappeared so i slept alone .It was not at all strange that my mind was thinking about that man because i knew there was some mystery behind him and might be some of my problems that were going on , could be solved .
DEAR DIARY ,
10:00 am
I know that these two days didn't spend well, i don't know what to do now , i am too terrified right now .
Not even a single person in my life listens me , no one understands me , my father left me too four years back , my mom doesn't trusts me . sometimes i just want to leave this place and want to live alone where no one knows me , not even my name , with new identity i want to live somewhere. Whenever i expect from others to treat me the way i do , always i get hurt by everyone . Once when i decorated the hall for my mom's birthday , and cooked for her , she didn't reacted at all , i even served her the food but she was in anger and told me to take all this away . I really cried that day a lot , because if your own people can do this then how we can expect from others that they will behave good to you . Whenever i see my problems are getting less something always goes wrong, like yesterday i was very close to that man but he and my all expectations died . I always try to make everyone happy but not this time , i will search the family of that man and i know something will get me . I will fight for me and want to be normal as others . It's enough now because i suffered a lot from past 3 years , and from last 2 months its getting weirder, i don't want to suffer more i was just 15 years old when my dad passed away , he always made me happy , never let my tears to come out . I really miss him , i always pray to my lord wherever my dad is just once come to me i really miss him . I really need him now . Whenever i tell my mom that i miss my dad she always shout at me and say '' why you ask me about that stupid man , he is your father bullshit '' . I don't understand if people can't respect and handle their relationships then why they make it , such a silly people are there in this world .
Ok diary , let's not talk about this , i think it's enough now i had expressed my feelings much . see you soon .
SCENE: 4 ( IN MY ROOM )
5:00 pm ( in the evening )
Fan was again sounding strange but this time i woke up before my paralysis could start . 'uff ' that man was not going out of my mind , i decided to go in search for his family tomorrow morning . I called up kashika she didn't picked up . I called her mother , when she picked the call , her voice was not coming clear i told her to shift outside the room , after that i asked about kashika , she replied '' dear , something was wrong with her , she was talking to herself looked like strange and when i went to her room she was in cupboard and gave a terrible smile , i thought she was giving to me but she was focused on the door of her bathroom . When i went there i saw tub filled with water , tap running , and some blood on her hanged clothes . I was very scared and i immediately pulled kashika outside in the garden and asked her was she alright . What was that in your room ? she gave fake smile and told about a man standing beside washbasin and trying to scratch himeself . After that she went on swings . Dear, could u come and check please . '' phone disconnected . My phone fell down and i was freezed , my mind was not able to believe what happened to her . I picked up the phone immediately texted her mother to prepare kashika for tomorrow morning at 5:30 am .
DEAR DIARY, 6:00 am
SUNDAY MORNING ,
I am on the way to church , kashika is driving car , i told her everything and there i have to ask priest about that man and to confess something . so diary see you when i will be free.
SCENE : 5 ( IN MY HOME )
9:14 am
I am home now , kashika is sleeping in my room , she is very tired . so when we reached there kashika asked the priest about that man who died yesterday on the front road . Priest silently moved toward the bench and sat there and started speaking' His name was Mr. Adward , he always behaved like a psyche, he used to come in the church 3 days in a week and he always wore pressed brown coat with white pants and whispered 'everything will be fine , don't worry it's all my fault ' . one day priest asked him why he whisper all this , he didn't replied . He lived 2 miles away from here . After that i prayed to lord and confessed that we both will be fine soon and i will find the mystery behind Mr. Adward . After that we moved outwards and when we were near the car, i saw someone standing between the front road and waving his hand , kashika hold my hand and told me to sit in the car , i sat in the car when i saw there again there was no one , i knew that it was my misconception. I asked kashika to drive but she doesn't want to drive , as she was not feeling gud so i drived the car . When we were 5 min away from his house it started raining , i slow downed the speed suddenly someone came in front of the car i stoped the car . When i saw there was a man standing but i wasn't able to see him clearly as my window was full of water drops , when i moved out of the car , there was no one . It was strange i thought i was also not well so i get into the car and started driving slowly suddenly my focus went to upward mirror and i was shocked . There was a man sitting beside kashika , he gave a strange smile to me , my eyes got bigger then i stopped the car , and i saw that we reached there . I looked back , kashika asked me what happened don't u want to go ? I turned my face , that man was sitting beside my seat i shouted and closed my eyes . when i opened my eyes i was on the bed of a beautiful room , i saw here and there and went downstairs , there was an old lady sitting on a chair . I went there and pat her on the shoulder she turned around i wished her and asked who are you ? and where is kashika . she replied " sit baby , why are you so tensed , your friend is resting in another room . I am Mrs. Emillie , why you both came here ? I replied , i just want to know about Mr.Adward , can u please help ? she asked how do you know him? i told the whole incident to her . She was shocked because 4 years back in the early morning he went to church but never came back , and as a sister she cared for him but police closed this case . she waited for him till 2 years and after she convinced herself that his brother was gone. I asked her about his real address where his family live . She told the place in rajasthan , kuldhara , but she warned me not to go there , i asked her why but she only told not to go . Then we both came home and tomorrow we both decided to go there .
so diary i will see you tomorrow morning and i hope today i will be able to sleep properly . Bad night.
7:50 am , 8th march 2017
I was in my car sitting with kashika , we asked for a driver because we both couldn't drive such a long distance . I don't know why but my mind was overthinking again , i wanted to reach his home as soon as possible because i wanted to know about that mysterious man . For the time being i started talking to kashika , i told her about yesterday's incident in the car , and after that i asked her where she was resting in that house , she replied " i was in washroom i wasn't in any room who told you ? " i told her but that lady told me that you were resting. '' one sec which lady i didn't saw any lady there , only gardener was there who told me the way to washroom and that house was locked since 4 years '' kashika said . I just wanted to sleep that time , my tears were started flowing so i put off my headphones and slept . kashika didn't asked me anything after that and she enjoyed outside nature . After sometime when i woke up i saw car was stopped near a hotel and the driver was sleeping on his seat .Kashika was not there so i moved out of the car and walked to the hotel , their i saw her, she was booking room for us as in the night we weren't able to drive properly. But i felt strange as kashika took the key and went she didn.'t even saw me or waited for me . I also went behind her she opened the door and went near balcony and said " it is amazing, the air is relaxing, i really want to fly ,can i jump ? " after that she turned around and gave a cunning smile ,i asked her why she didn't waited for me , she again gave a terrible smile and said, " sorry i didn't recognized " . Then she felt asleep . I moved towards the door to lock it , suddenly kashika came from outside and mummered ' i am really tired , lets sleep vinika ' . My hands were shivering , i losted my guts to move my neck back . If kashika was there then , who was she whom i talked ? .....