we are seeing them anxiously . nurse came back and look at us ....
nurse : your patient fathima is dead ... during operation she felt difficulty in breathing and we tried our best but patient is too old to recover and she is too weak so she died during operation . so sorry mam . she said and went away .
i looked at sulthana ..... by hearing her mother death . she was collapsed.she was in floor ... ran to her ... by that day a beautiful family turn in to a ash. just because of me ...i think i am unlucky person in this world.i sat in a chair .... my world totally became black. did i done some thing wrong ...because of me they are here ... i feel sorry for them. i look at fathima ... and she was crying..... i ma wrong ... i said to my heart more than million times.. i have no right to live with them ..... i went back to her and i ask her to control ... she hold my hands and cried out loud ..
sister .... she was the one with me to play ... to fight ... to talk .... everything ... i had is because of her ... she is not my mom ... she is goddess. sister ... i know she will never leave me.... she will come back to me so i didnt cry now ... look i am good right .... she was forcing herself to laugh but in her eyes a volcano is dwelling up ..... my heart was squeezed with her cry .... i also cried a lot for my mom and dad in my childhood.... i also grand ma words that mom and dad will come to see me .. i also believe in that ... but after my adulthood i understand that she said to console me .... a pain of child when her family left or died is incredible ... i also faced that i am strong enough now ..... i took a seat to console..... we took her body to home and noor was still in treatment ....
fathima body was taken to home ...all blamed me and anwar ... yes we both have no right to talk because we are killers for not intentional..... top of her head .. essence sticks were placed and sulthana was crying inside by looking at her ... i have no right to see her .. so i stood far away ... all following procedures completed and body has to be taken by family .. in her family only girl was sulthana and her brother was in prison .... i was looking for others... some came forward to lift but main was still there ... that was a boy from that family .... sulthana was looking at her mother ... at that time he came... he took the family photo and coffin was carried by few people ..... they are going and we are landed in pool of water that is our tears ... some one ask us to take a bath .... after a person death this was common ... to break their relation from now on and to keep their memory this has to be done ... in my childhood grand ma helped me with this now ... i helped sulthana .. tears and water were drowning from her body .... i took her to change clothes and i stood out... from rack she took a saree and tied to fan ... time was moving and i didn't hear her sound