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It's nearing a month since I first started this blog.
I'll never stop writing.
This is the first time in a long time that I've felt that I may finally be able to do the things that I want to.
Taking care of myself is starting to get a lot easier.
I may do another POV TikTok today, but I'm not so sure yet.
We'll have to see.
An idea for one just popped into my head, though I'm not sure how well it will go.
I'm considering using the Gaulish underworld as a backdrop, and my family seems to be on board with it, but I'm not sure how much traction it will get.
I guess we'll have to see what I end up doing.
I'm going to need my makeup again, so I'll have to buy more wipes. Luckily I still have enough money to last me a while, so that shouldn't be a problem.
I'm excited for this, to be honest. Acting is always something that I've loved to do, so if I do get traction, I look forward to seeing how other people react.
Let's hope that the reactions are positive.
I don't know how much I'll be able to do per week, but we'll see how much I can do. For all I know, it could end up being a job if I get enough clout.
Let's not get ahead of ourselves, but there is a definite possibility that I could do well.
I have two ideas now - one about necklaces and one about the Gaulish underworld and someone being interred there. I'm not sure how it's all going to work yet, but I'm sure I'll figure it out.
Writing stories and roleplay have always been my favourite things to do aside from singing, which I will continue to work on. I need to make a subliminal for it.
I get the weird sense that I'm going to enjoy it.
I'll probably end up doing the necklace one first, as it's the one most likely to get views, but again, we'll have to see.
As I write, I consider what little else I have to do today.
I need to take a bath, potentially clear out some old groceries and brush my teeth. Other than that, today's canvas looks pretty blank.
Earlier, I actually managed to sort my phone contract out, so now I'm able to use data again.
Trugarez to the Gods, I was losing my mind.
I'm pretty sure that was what was making me tired, aside from the usual anxiety about bin boy potentially making an appearance.
I don't want to live my life in fear any more.
So I won't.
If he tries anything, I will just ignore him. Heck, it might be an idea to block him.
I may ask my caseworker's advice on that one, though.
I've been pretty relaxed for the past week or so though, so I don't feel like ending that trend right now.
My peace of mind is more important than his petty bullshit. I may as well leave him in the bin where he belongs, because the Gods know I won't be making a bin my home like he has.
As I stare into the sky through my window in the nemeton, Erebus and Nyx curled up on my lap, I think of how excited I am to see Evanescence and Within Temptation in one night.
Because I finally sorted out the money, I can actually go.
I've been waiting to see them for two and a half years.
One of my friends was planning on going, but we haven't spoken in a while, so I'll have to ask him.
Either way, it'll be fun, so long as I have my earplugs.
I need to protect my hearing.
The last concert I went to was the New Years Day concert, right before lockdown began.
After that, I had a period of time in which I have never felt more lonely.
I had to process a lot during these past three years. I honestly wasn't expecting it.
Maybe that's why I've been here for so long - because I needed to process everything I experienced and experience new, healthy things before I can leave and have a proper life of my own.
Ya, I think that's what I've needed this whole time. I'm looking forward to being able to do more, and I think that Monday's concert will be the beginning of it.
I finally feel like I may be among the living. A God, living. With the amount of times I've died, it's ironic to say, but either way, I want to live.
Just as I'm thinking this, a small gold star brooch embedded with Swarovski crystals apports onto my altar.
Hold up.
Inanna!
Hey! ^^
I haven't seen you in ages!
Inanna has always been a good friend of mine. We worked in several different departments together before we both got the boot. I've missed her bubbly personality.
We need to go out for drinks sometime, but first, can I say how cute you look?
Oh wow, forward. You're complimenting my appearance, lol.
Of course! I will help at some point with getting you new clothes, naturally, but hun! You slay all day!
I can't help but laugh. This is basically Inanna's way of giving me a hug. The best hype woman, honestly.
Thank you for noticing me.
Dude, it's impossible not to.
Seriously though, I appreciate you remembering.
I saw your TikTok, which, given the name, should probably be your domain now. Speaking of which, have you claimed any companies yet?
Not as of yet that I know of.
You should! You might end up helping more than a few people out!
The first thing that comes to mind is Cube Entertainment, as I have some unfinished business to attend to, but I first need to remember how to claim anything like that in the first place. I have claimed land, and to an extent, rivers and coastlines (not sure about lakes yet, but probably soon), but companies are something else entirely.
Would it be like other claimings?
Yeah, just use a purple candle instead.
Why did I not remember this?
Probably nopeman.
Yeah, that stands to reason. You want a gold time piece?
Please and thank you!
I set one on the offering altar, and it fades out of the nemeton.
Take care of yourself, ok?
And you! I'm following your lead on this revolution thing, so if you need me to spread the word, then I can.
Trugarez, my dear friend.