Xavier N: It's been 2 weeks since Felix told me he loves me.
Xavier N: He's barely talked to me because I said nothing to It.
Xavier N: The thing Is.. I'm afraid of loving someone.
Xavier N: It's because of my childhood..
Years ago..
Xavier N: My parents never really paid attention to me.
Xavier N: Asher always got the attention since he was the 'good boy'.
Xavier N: Now normally I should hate him for getting the attention.
Xavier N: But Asher's my little brother and I'm always going to be there for him.
Xavier N: My mother did love me, But my father hated me.
Jackson: I wish you were never fucking born Xavier.
Jackson: You're a disappointment.
Jackson: Oh now you're going to be a cry baby Xavier?
Jackson: You're fucking 8 act your damn age.
Young Xavier: B-But-
Jackson: Don't talk back to me, Go to your room.
Xavier N: I went to my room and cried for hours till my mom got home
Xavier N: And she came to talk to me and comfort me.
Hope: Sweetheart I'm sorry about your father..
Young Xavier: Why does he hate me mom..?
Hope: I don't know but always remember..
Hope: You don't need someone who doesn't really love you.
Young Xavier: I know mom..
2 years later.
Xavier N: It's my 10th birthday.. My dad got so angry at me..
Xavier N: He hit me but my mother.. She finally stood up to him.
Hope: Stop treating Xavier like shit Jackson!
Hope: He's your son too!
Jackson: I don't care.
*Jackson walks away*
Xavier N: No one knows this but.. I was there when my mom was killed.
Xavier N: That day.. I knew what I had to do…
Xavier N: I had to leave and get my own revenge.
Xavier N: And I will get It soon.
Xavier N: I know where Jeremiah Is right now.
Xavier N: Today's the day that son of a bitch dies.
Xavier: Get ready, We're going to kill Jeremiah.
Asher: How the living fuck did you find him?
Xavier: Just tell whoever Is coming to get ready so we can get this over with.
Asher: Alright, Damn.
At Jeremiah's location.
Asher N: We split up Into pairs of 2. Felix & Riley, & Xavier and I.
Asher N: We all split Into the pairs and get In then regroup once we find Jeremiah.
Xavier: You three go find Jackson.
Asher: Xavier you're not doing this alone.
Xavier: Asher I need to do this alone.
Felix: Xavier..
Xavier: What?
Xavier N: Felix comes up to me and hugs me.
Felix: Don't die.
Xavier: You don't need to worry about that.
Xavier: But.. In case I don't make It out of this alive.
Felix: Huh?
Xavier N: I take a deep breath then look at him.
Xavier: I love you.
*Xavier walks away*
Felix: Wait!! You can't just leave after you tell me that!
Xavier: *Smiles*.
Felix: I saw that fucking smile Xavier Kingston!
Xavier N: I go Into the room I saw Jeremiah walk Into, I see my dad
Xavier N: But I don't see Jeremiah.
Xavier N: The door closes and someone grabs me.
Xavier: Well hello there, Jeremiah.
Jeremiah: You must be stupid for coming here alone.
Xavier: Oh I'm not alone but to kill you I am.
Jeremiah: You really think you're going to kill me and live?
Xavier N: He lets go of me.
Xavier: No, But I'm ready to die here If It means I got revenge.
Jeremiah: Revenge? For what?
Xavier: Don't play stupid with me, I watched you kill my mother.
Jackson: Will you just kill him?
Xavier: Oh yeah right.
Xavier: See you In hell.
*He shoots Jeremiah In the head*
Jackson: Untie me now?
Xavier: Why should I? I wasn't here to save your ass.
Jackson: Xavier son, Please.
Xavier: You don't get to call me your son.
Jackson: Xavier-
Xavier N: I untie him then we go and find the others.
Xavier: Told you I'd be fine.
Asher: Damn I was wishing you died.
Xavier: Haha, Very funny Asher.
Xavier: Felix watch out!
Felix Y: XAVIER!
Felix: Why would you do that!
Felix: Don't die on me!
Xavier: Felix I-It's okay..
Xavier: I love.. Y-You…
*Xavier goes unconscious*
Felix Y: WAKE UP!
Felix N: I sat there holding him and crying.
Felix N: He had a very weak pulse..
Felix N: Asher pulls me away from him.
At the hospital..
Riley N: When we got to the hospital they rushed him to surgery.
Riley N: Asher was a mess but he was keeping It together for Felix.
A few hours later..
Felix: I can't keep waiting!
Asher: We have to, Felix.
Felix: He told me he loved me, I can't lose him now..
Asher: Even though I don't really like the fact you two are whatever you are..
Asher: You both make each other the happiest I've seen either of you.
Asher: And If you never started something because of me well..
Asher: If he survives, Make whatever you have a thing.
Asher: I can learn to accept you two together.
Felix: Are you sure..
Asher: Felix I want you to both be happy, I think you both deserve that.
Felix: You deserve that too.
Asher: I know I do, And I'll wait for her.
Felix: Be honest with yourself, You love her.
Asher: I do, So much..
Felix: Look, Take my advice.. When you find love like that you take It
Felix: And you hold onto It and never let It go.
Felix: You only find that kind of love once In your life.
Felix: Even If It doesn't seem like the right option right now..
Felix: You take It, It will be worth It years later.
Asher: We're not talking about me anymore, Are we?
Felix: *Laughs* I'm talking about both of us.
Doctor: Are you all here for Xavier Kingston?
Asher: Yes, I'm his brother-
Felix: How Is he?
Doctor: He's still In surgery, But It seems like he will pull through.
Asher: Thank you, Doctor.
Doctor: Of course, I'll update you when I know more.
At 3 AM.
Felix N: The doctor came to me and told me he's In recovery.
Felix N: Asher fell asleep so I just let them sleep while I went to him.
Doctor: He may still be a little out of It from the anesthesia.
Felix: Okay, Thank you.
Felix N: I stand outside the room for a few minutes before I go In.
Felix: Hey..
Xavier: Mm…
Felix N: He was pretty out of It so I didn't try to talk to him much.
Felix N: I get onto the bed and lay with him.
Felix W: I'm glad you're okay..
In the morning.
Asher N: Riley and I wake up and find out Xavier got out of surgery
Asher N: So we went to his room and saw Felix and Xavier asleep cuddling.
Riley W: Aww, That's cute.
Asher W: Too bad we have to wake them up.
Riley W: Asher no!!
Riley N: Asher goes and stands right by them.
Asher Y: GOOD MORNING LOSERS!
Xavier: Asher I swear to god.. If I could get up I'd punch you.
Riley: I told him not to wake you two up.
Riley N: Xavier tries to sit up.
Xavier: Ah fuck.
Felix: Will you take It easy, You were shot In the heart!
Xavier: It's cute when you're worried.
Felix: Damn Is the Anesthesia still affecting you?
Xavier: No.
An hour later.
Felix N: Asher and Riley both walk out.
Felix: I love you.
Felix N: I thought he was going to hesitate to say It back since I just
Felix N: Thought he said he loved me because he knew he'd die.
Xavier: I love you too.
Riley N: He grabs my hand and takes me to an empty room and locks the door.
Riley: What are we doing here?
Asher: Will you shut your mouth for a second..
Riley N: He picks me up and throws me on the bed and goes back to kissing.
An hour later, In Xavier's room.
Felix: Where were you two for the past hour?
Xavier: Wait a second, Did you two fuck In a hospital?
Asher: Shut up, That's none of your business.
Xavier: Aha no way you did.
Riley: Okay anyways..-
Kian: Damn I was recovering for like 2 weeks and you manage to get shot?
Xavier: Nice to see you too.