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Chapter 10 - Our past.

Parker: Felix what was that about? Why was he touching you??

Felix: It's a long story..

Parker: Felix tell me.

Felix: Xavier and I have a past.. It all started when I was 15..

Almost 8 years ago..

Younger Asher: Xavier.

Younger Xavier: Asher who Is this?

Younger Asher: This Is Felix, I found him on the streets beat up.

Younger Asher: I told him he could stay with us, Can he?

Younger Xavier: Dad's going to be pissed, But of course he can.

Younger Asher: Okay, Come with me Felix.

Felix: Xavier was kind to me In the beginning..

Felix: But a few weeks later things started to change.

Younger Xavier: Hey Felix.

Younger Felix: H-Hi..

Younger Xavier: Are you okay?

Younger Felix: I'm fine..

Younger Xavier: Your eyes are red, Are you high?

Younger Felix: A bit..

Younger Xavier N: Felix fell on me and kissed me.

Younger Xavier N: I pick him up and throw him on the bed.

Younger Xavier: Are you sure you want this?

Younger Felix: Mhm, Just shut up and keep kissing me.

Felix: He did what I said, I begged him to fuck me.

Felix: He didn't want to but I forced him to..

Felix: I was high out of my mind, I didn't know what was happening..

Felix: It felt so right to me but I knew It wasn't, I kept letting It happen..

Felix: After a while he kept making me take drugs.

Felix: Everytime they were stronger and stronger.

Felix: It was like this for a while until something happened..

Parker: Felix I'm so sorry..

Felix: Don't be, As I was saying..

2 years later..

Younger Xavier: Felix I have to go.

Younger Felix: Why? W-Where are you going?

Younger Xavier: Felix baby..

Younger Felix: What..?

Younger Xavier: I'm leaving forever, I'm never coming back.

Younger Felix: What? Why..

Younger Xavier: I just need to.

Younger Felix: What about Asher, And me!?

Younger Xavier: What about you?

Younger Felix: What's going to happen to us?

Younger Xavier: We're done, I just used you.

Younger Felix: Are you kidding me!? I trusted you..

Younger Felix: I fucking trusted you Xavier!

Younger Felix: You turned me Into more of a mess, To use me..!?

Younger Felix N: He just walks away..

Younger Felix Y: XAVIER! COME BACK!

Felix: I locked myself In my room for days crying all day.

Felix: I wanted him to come back so badly..

Felix: I barely ate or slept In weeks, Nor used drugs.

Felix: I went Into drug withdrawal which Is bad without medical treatment.

Felix: After a few days of staying In my room I had a seizure from withdrawal.

Felix: Asher got the door open and he took me to the hospital.

Felix: After that he got me to go to rehab and everything was fine after that.

Felix: I think he's still In love with me.

Parker: Are you still In love with him?

Felix: No! Parker I love you.

Parker: Back there you didn't seem to care that he was touching you.

Felix: Parker.. I was scared and crying. Why would you think I didn't care??

Parker: I'm sorry Felix I'm just jumping to conclusions.

Felix: You don't need to worry about me loving someone else.

Parker: Okay.

A few weeks later.

Felix N: Xavier has stopped trying to flirt with me and shit.

Felix N: We're on good terms, And friends I guess kind of?

Felix N: We're still trying to find Asher but It's been hard to.

Felix N: We've followed every lead but just can't find him.

Felix N: I need Asher back, We need him back.

Felix N: I forgot to mention that Riley Is with someone.

Felix N: He seems nice but something Is odd about him.

Felix N: I don't know why but he just does.

Felix N: I also made Xavier go to rehab, He's getting clean.

Felix N: Asher doesn't need him like this when he gets back.

Felix N: I'm going to go see what everyone else Is doing.

Felix N: I'm walking downstairs when I hear Xavier say something.

Xavier: I think we should give up on looking for them soon.

Xavier: He's been gone for almost 2 years, He might be dead.

Felix: No, Don't say that!

Xavier: You can't be so sure that they're alive.

Xavier: Always be prepared for the worst things.

Felix: He's alive, I just know It. I'm not giving up.

Riley: I agree with Felix, He could still be alive.

Xavier: I'm not so sure he Is.

Riley N: A few hours later we go out for dinner.

After dinner.

Riley: Fuck It's cold out, Xavier Is fucking slow to use the bathroom.

Parker: No shit It's cold out, It's December.

Riley: Shut up.

Felix: Stop fighting like children.

Riley & Parker: Shut up Felix!

Felix: Okay okay, Jeez.

Riley N: A vehicle pulls up and a door opens and

Riley N: They push someone out of the vehicle then drive off.

Riley N: I go up to the person to see If they're okay.

Riley: Are you okay, Sir-

Riley N: I turned them over and realized It's Asher..

Riley Y: GUYS! COME HERE.

Felix: What Is It? Oh my god- ASHER?

Felix: Is he conscious?

Riley: Seems like It, Asher hey.

Felix: He's really beat up..

Asher: Riley…?

Riley: Yeah..-

Xavier: I'm ready to go now guys-

Asher: Xavier?

Xavier N: I run up to Asher and hug him.

Felix N: This Is how you can tell he ain't heartless.

Felix N: When It comes to his brother at least.

Asher: When did you come back.. Why did you leave?

Xavier: I was trying to find who killed our mother.

Asher: Jeremiah.

Xavier: So you do know.

Asher: Mhm, Dad told me.

Xavier: Speaking of him, Where Is he?

Xavier: Wasn't he kidnapped with you?

Asher: He was but they grabbed me and threw me

Asher: In a vehicle and now I'm here.

Asher: Are you going to leave again once he's found?

Xavier: No, I'm here to stay little brother. If you want.

Asher: Of course I want you to, Now can we go home.

Asher: I'm fucking tired as hell.

*Everyone laughs*

Riley: Of course, Let's go.

At home, With Asher.

Riley N: Asher got cleaned up and now we're laying In bed.

Asher: So.. We should probably talk.

Riley: Yeahh..

Asher: Why did you come back If you wanted me gone?

Riley: Asher.. I never meant It I just..

Riley: At the time I blamed you but over time I learned

Riley: That I shouldn't have blamed you without knowing for sure.

Riley: I found the man who did and I killed him after he confessed.

Asher: You've really changed huh?

Riley: I guess so, What about you?

Asher: Who hasn't? It's been almost 2 years.

Riley: That Is true aha.

Asher: So Felix and Parker are together huh?

Riley: How did you know?

Asher: I saw them sitting together In the car and holding hands.

Riley: What are you a profiler now?

Asher: No, I just notice some things.

Riley: Sure, We should probably talk about what happened to you.

Asher: Not right now, I just want to be here with you In silence.

Riley: Okay then.

In the morning.

Riley N: I wake up and notice Asher's up already.

Riley N: I go downstairs to find the boys talking.

Riley: Good morning.

Asher: Morning.

Riley N: Asher tries to kiss me but I back away.

Asher: Huh?

Felix: Oh sorry right, Riley's with someone.

Riley: Felix shut It.

Asher: I see.. Sorry.

Riley: It's fine, You didn't know.

Asher: How long have you been together?

Riley: A year.

Asher: Oh, Okay.

Xavier: Anyways, We need to work on finding Jackson.

Xavier: Do you know where you were kept?

Asher: No, All I know Is It was an abandoned building with a basement.

Asher: It was about 15-30 minutes from here.

Xavier: Better then nothing, Is he beat up bad too?

Asher: Nope, Just me beat bad.

Xavier: Why? Doesn't Jeremiah hate him.

Asher: He does, That's why I was like that.

Xavier: Huh? Elaborate.

Asher: To hurt him he hurt me, Dad actually cares about me somehow.

Xavier: Asher be careful, You know how he can manipulate you.

Asher: I know, But I believe he's not as bad as we've thought.

Xavier: Whatever you say.

Asher: Where's Kian?

Felix: He hasn't been home In a few days now that I think about It.

Asher: What?

Xavier: Chill I'm sure he's fine, Probably with Grace.

Riley: Grace Is here though.