Taehu hated it how weak he felt towards kook ' He doesn't like the way the boy had the power over him without his acknowledgement , he likes to be in possession of everything he doesn't like to feel none powerful , he hates this feeling of not being able to control it the weird tingling sensation he felt towards the boy . Is the same thing he felt for Lily years ago , he's scared of it . '
' But still he couldn't support the way they are away from each other and he'll surely make time for both of them to speak to each other , to finally clear everything out . '
' First of all why am i so concerned about him ? I shouldn't . ' Taehu thought questionably .
* Click *
Was the sound coming from the camera of Yoon which made Taehu get out of his thoughts he really wasn't on his right state of mind so he just stopped everything for the day but asks Nam to go and call kook for him cause he wanted to talk with him about the matter right away . In the meantime he was there contributing with Jim's picture .
" That's great show more facial expression . " Yoon said satisfied while Jim just gave a straight face and ignored Yoon's statement .
" Incredible ! " Taehu said while Yoon was fuming cause his order was being ignored .
" I remember I was reading through your folders that you knew how to dance could you do some move make it seems magical . " Taehu said while Jim nodded for as an affirmation and executed the order . Jim was moving so smoothly like a feather .
" Great just like that but go change first I also want more expressions . I want you to empathize what you're feeling . " Taehu said .
Jim came back and started to dance so gracefully catching everyone's attention in the room . " More magical i want you to show passion through it . " Taehu said feeling the sensation through his spine .
" Angel " Yoon whispers taking each and every picture not even letting one escape from him . Everyone was speechless from the beauty of each and every pictures after the photo shoot .
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It was pretty late around 3 almost 4 in the afternoon . They were printing Jim's picture . Taehu felt like he forgot something but couldn't seem to figure out what it was so he just struggled it off while making his way to his office .
When he looked at the cabinet near his office he remembers right away about the boy and made his way towards the door peaking his head through the slight open door his nostrils was filled with the boy's sent that was stick to the place .
But kook was no where to be found he looks through his watch and saw it was already time to close the companing since it was pretty late .
Making his way towards Nam's office he got the sight of him working on his computer .
" Hyung it's time to leave did you at least eat today ? " Taehu asks looking at the thin face of his brother who responded with a nod .
" By the way you didn't call kook for me when i asked you why ‽ " He continued while Nam looked at his brother recalling the moment until he slaps his forehead . Taehu understanding right away by his brother's body language that he forgot and says " it's okay it wasn't a big deal . " But sincerely thinking about the matter it was a big deal for Taehu .
" What's the matter hyung ? Remember i am and i will always be here for you . " Taehu said worriedly looking at Nam's face which look gloomy .
" Remember I told you i did like a boy so i'm scared if i confess he'll reject me . " Nam said in one breath .
Taehu looks at him happily and says " Don't need to worry about that just go right to your goal i'm sure he'll like you too . "
Nam looks at him questionably " What do you mean ? How are you so sure about that he'll not reject me ? "
" Just follow my instructions and go right to the point . " He couldn't tell Nam that he knew who was that boy he likes , Suka herself told him about it by messages so he just gave him a cheerful reply .
" Just prepare everything for him wonderfully , make it memorable . " Taehu said sweetly while Nam nods agreeing with what his brother was saying .
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The next day
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Every journey begins with a single step . And Taehu's step was to talk to kook about what happened between both of them today not tomorrow not next week today he already lost to much time by letting this matter with an unsolved answer . He was feeling confident to do the first step so the early it is the better is it isn't it ?
Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try . So he'll try to accomplish what he thought that could be impossible , by the decision of just trying he felt his stomach doing back flips . It was like a bunch of butterflies flying into his stomach ' let's just drown them with some water . ' He thoughts mentally joking to push away his nervousness .
He anticipated something was about to happen by this feeling of anxiousness which was eating him up . He was scared if something turned out to be a disaster .
Today they are going to do a bunch of photography for the magazine so the day was pretty much full with innaccomplish tasks to do . Thinking about all those things he was visualizing pictures which were done some days ago sent by the photographer .
He was lost in his thoughts for a moment until Nam bursts into his office while panicking " hyung ! I think I did something wrong . " He said while doing a desperate face which scares the shit out of Taehu .
" ohh Calmate bro ! What did you do ? " Taehu said feeling he was panicking for a simple nothing .