Asher emotion right now is terrible, his whole body trembled with rage. Since the morning he got her text he tried calling her to appease his angered and anxiety, yet she didn't even answer any of his call, which make him feeling very vexed, as he can't go out in the scorching sun, especially at the beach where the sun burn fiercely in his skin.
Asher really wanted to follow her if not for the burning sun. No one has ever made him feel this pathetic, only she dare, albeit she knew he didn't want her to go, yet she still go as if to provoked him. Initially, he was able to control himself for the whole day by not going after her, but his composure got easily swayed after he saw her pictures and rushed out to drive to her at a rapidly speed.
She looked so beautiful and alluring that his desire for her drives him crazy, his mind was filled with her images.
"Fuck", he curse out loud.
Thankfully, he's not human or else driving this crazily, he might surely get into an accident.
As soon as he reach at the beach, he follow her scent and find her having dinner with Rian and his friends. He hide in the dark and followed her untill they reach the hotel and wait until everyone goes to their own room.
He walk towards the front desk,put his credit card on the desk and speak stiffly to the receptionist, "Hello, I would like to book a room for tonight and", he paused, " Tomorrow."
The receptionist was stunned for a moment but quickly regained her composure and politely asks, "What kind of room would you like? "
"Single room" he replied expressionless.
"About your meals", the receptionist still asked politely while giving his room card and credit card.
"No need", he answer curtly, took his cards and walk away.
After he left the front desk he swiftly walk to the direction of Roxana room, her scent is stronger than any other human which make him easier to find her, he knocked to the door.
Nevertheless when facing her, he was able to regained his composure, maybe it's because there's still Evelyn, in a stiffly voice he asked, "Can we have a talk?"
"Roxana", he stressed her name in a syllable tone.
Roxana tried to calm her anxiety and agreed.
" Su..sure ", anyone could hear her tense voice.
Asher turn his back and walk to find his room, which happened to be a bit far from hers.
Roxana nervously follow behind him. She peek at his back, his fist was clenched tightly, his whole body appear to be like in pain or something.
He open the room with his room card and walk in, swiftly and nimbly he yank her inside the room uninformed, push her to the wall within a second and kiss her fiercely with his cold alluring lips, which stupefied her. His left hand was on the wall while his other hand wander around her body. He parted theirs lips after a period of time, which made Roxana able to gasped for breath, he gaze into her eyes with their foreheads touching.
Time ticks by, they stood motionless in the same position with just Roxana breath could be heard in the silenced atmosphere. He began to kiss her forehead, sliding his lips down from the bridge of her nose, to her cheeks on both sides, then to her plump lips which was swollen from their kiss earlier, he craved in again for another deep kiss. His lips were warm and soft, he kissed her gently unlike his earlier rough kiss, he parted his lips and slide down to her neck and started sucking her neck till she heard herself moaned.
"Hmmmm"
Roxana eyes widened when she heard herself moaned, her mind which was in a befuddled state before was now clear, she gently pushed Asher way.
"Asher stop."
But he was still sucking her neck, that she had no choice but to forcefully pushed him.
"Asher, stop it! "
Asher was stunned for a while, when he saw her face, instantly his sense came back. His eyes look at bit reddish, which he tried to hide by avoiding her eyes.
" I ", Asher was suddenly unable to say a word, his body took control of his mind after he started sucking her neck, all he knew was that he want her so badly that it's killing him.
" I'm Sorry " he quietly muttered.
Roxana misunderstood his words and thought that he just played with her, she felt her eyes sting and hurriedly tried to open the door, but Asher was able to stop her.
"Roxana wait, we haven't talk yet"
" I want to go back", he heard her say in a quavering voice.
"Are you crying? " he heard himself asked her in shocked.He turn her face to him, her eyes were filled with tears.
Astonished,he blamed himself, "I'm sorry, It's my fault, I shouldn't have force you,please don't cry."
Asher was about to touch her cheek to wipe her tear but abruptly halted. He felt his heart break when he saw her tears that he want to kill himself. His whole body was in agony of the pain that he's the one who hurt her.
But when he saw her the tears in her eyes rolling down even more. He felt a sharp pain in his heart.
"This is the real me, Roxana! ", he exclaimed.
" The selfish,egotistical and uncontrollable person!" he roared and kicked the table besides them which made her flinched.
His eyes pained when he saw her flinched.
He gaze into her teary eyed and distinctly said, "I desire you, Roxana."
"I desires you more than I thought." he continues and speak softly.
He reach towards her hand and nimbly took her into his arms and hugged her. He kissed her hair and whispered, "I'm sorry Roxana, I have frightened you", he spoke softly.
Seeing him in pain, Roxana knew she couldn't bear to blame him. This is the first time he show her his real self, unlike his reserved self she met before, this Asher look so uncontrollable like he said.
But what she was not aware was that this is just the tip of who he is, he haven't really shown her his real self.The real him who thirsts for blood.