Chapter 256: Where Comes The Bliss (Part 2)
Sergeant John Rigen's perspective
Camp Kinser - Okinawa island - Japan
September 1st, 2060 - 1:58 AM
"I'm sorry, Shera, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...". - Having sex with Sarah, my mouth non-stop uttering the apology words to my wife
I've just cheated on my wife once again. Poor my wife... but we had no choice left but to do this. Right now, our breaths while having sex are not like a beast, our temperature is getting hotter.
If we keep having sex like this, the cold from outside can't harm us. Now I keep doing this, I must not stop until both of us are truly safe.
"Ahhhh! Ahhh! Urrrghhh! Ahhhh! Urrrghhh! Ahhhh!". - Sarah moaned so hard as my dick slammed repeatedly to the bottom of her womb. "Haaahhhh... haaahhhh... haaahhhh... haaahhhh...". - I gave her a short break time, later I held her hands tightly then pulled them closer to me. "Ahhhhh... ahhh... ahhhh... urrrghhh... urrrghhh...". - Her boobs kept bouncing up and down every time I came in and out of her, she looks both so sexy and lewd to me
"These boobs, always dare to catch up my eyes! That's all your fault for making me go this far!". - I couldn't control myself, I sucked one of her breasts, feeling that pleasure. "Urrrghhh!". - All of sudden, her legs closed and squeezed my waist hard, locking me and not letting me off her
"You want my semen that bad, girl?! Alright! I'll surely give me my cum a lot!". - The way her legs squeezed me made me have so much pleasure. "Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh!". - My dick started slamming with force instead of fast, I really wanted to break her womb apart to enjoy that feeling!
"Kiss!". - All of sudden, Sarah kissed me sexily, as if she was active in sex. "Ahhh... ahhh... slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp!". - Her tongue wrapped mine, slowly but lewdly. She even slurped my saliva, so good!
"Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh!". - With her legs locking my waist, our sex time is getting more interesting with more pleasures to see ahead!
This young girl was just a naive, kindly innocent a few minutes ago. At this moment, she lost her virginity, her true self is going to show me that she is also a very lewd girl. Urrrghhh... her womb is squeezing my dick more than usual, so good. I must cum inside her to knock her off!
"Urrrghhh...!". - But in a moment, I stopped moving but gazed at Sarah
For some reason, maybe our bodies desired to be close to each other. We have gone too far, away from the earlier purpose to keep our bodies away from the cold. The hardness of my dick is getting stronger as her uterus squeezes me. Her locking legs keep urging me to cum hard.
"Commander, c'mon... continue, I'm waitin' ". - Sarah grabbed my nape. "Ahhhh... ahhh... licks... licks... licks...". - She pulled my tongue out, then lewdly wrapped and licked it uncontrollably
"You tell me to do this!!!!". - Hearing her words, I slammed my hard dick to the bottom of her womb powerfully
"Urrrghhhhhh...!". - Sarah tried to hold back her moan, but failed completely
"Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh!". - Squeezing her hands, I focused on slamming her womb till she goes crazy. "Comin', it's about to come!". - Her legs kept squeezing me hard, urging my balls to explode many loads of semen
"Ahhhh... ahhhh... ahhhh... urrrghhh... ahhhh... urrrghhh... please be gentle!". - No hell I would!
"Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh!". - More gruntings of me sound out, more semen is about to be splashed out
"Urrrrrgggghhhh!!!!!!". - I slammed my dick in her womb one hard time, causing my balls to explode
"Splashes! Splashes! Splashes! Splashes! Splashes! Splashes!". - Loads of semen splashed out uncontrollably, I felt like my loads were flooding her womb without a sign to stop
"Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Spurt! Spurt!". - Sarah strangely reached her orgasms after my cum, her water splashed out a lot
"Urrrrrgggghhhh!!!". - I pushed forward harder, making all of my semen loads go inside her womb till there was no drop left
"Haaahhhh... haaahhhh... haaahhhh... haaahhhh...". - Both of us gasped in hot breaths, our bodies desired to be closer more and more
"Please, don't...". - I thought about pulling my cock out of her vagina, but she asked me to hold it at the last moment. "Just stay like this for a while, please...". - If you say so, Sarah... I honestly want to have sex with you more
"Kiss!". - Sarah kissed me actively, but this time was very sweet. "Earlier it was quite... hurt, but I feel it's so good now, you know...?". - She stared at me deeply, sometimes exhaled her hot breaths as if to ask me to pay attention to her
We stay silent, just looking deeply without blinking. Sarah is very sexy, her big breasts are what I love, her cuteness too. Her appearance is a little bit chubby, but it doesn't make her look less attractive, she makes me get hard many times.
"Ahhhhhhhh...". - Enjoying my subordinate's sexy body myself, I crushed my face by deepening it into her breasts
"Commander, you dare to teach me this... I won't ever forgive you because of this...". - She gently whispered to me, she even patted my head
Her legs slowly let off my waist to let my dick have a chance to exit. Or that's what I think of, Sarah slowly wraps my nape, not letting me out. Maybe she is thinking about snatching me away from my wife's hands. I can see some jealousy in her lustful eyes.
"We're all sweating...". - Sarah said to me, feeling the pleasures of our previous sex
Our bodies' temperature is heated up significantly thanks to having sex. Although the cold is still there, we won't need to make love to keep ourselves heated up anymore. But if our temperature drops as time goes by, then having sex will be another chance to come.
"My sis did it to me secretly when I was sleeping...". - Sarah just said what?
"Uhh, what?".
"She never goes this far, look at what you did to me...". - Oh, sorry, I took your virginity!
I pull my dick out from Sarah's uterus without facing her protest. When I finish, her vagina's entrance leaks out my cum, my semen loads drain out and touch the floor. Maybe I should stop... oh no, my dick gets hard once again, it's good, right? I hope so.
Cumming inside a woman's womb is the best. Especially when she's a naive, or a very rude one, feeling pleasures while having fun with those types of girls is the best to experience... heh heh heh.
"Hey...". - Sarah suddenly pulled me closer. "Kiss!". - She kissed me, trying to hold me not to be away from her
How can I refuse her acceptance? Okay, I'm in.
"You know this is against my faithfulness to my wife...".
"That's so?". - She grabbed my nape then came closer. "Well... I don't know that, but I hope she forgives me, I just want to be with her husband just only this last time".
"Are you sure?".
"Kiss...!". - Sarah just kissed me without telling me her true answer. "Come, please". - She stayed on the floor, opening her vagina widely to call me in. "You want me, right? Please go ahead...". - She grabbed her big breast, moving it to seduce me
Our bodies get closer to each other with a desire to be together in this only time one-night stand. Right after getting closer to my subordinate, my dick gets hard than ever, as if I want to make her get pregnant. Haaahhhh... okay, it's good.
"Kiss!". - Sarah kissed me once again, making my dick get harder than ever
"I'm going to get it in...". - After kissing her, my dick rubbed around her vagina, waiting for the time to get inside and reach the bottom
"Now I just want to be with you more, Commander...". - Sarah cuddled my face, making a hot breath. "Hmmmm... Princess must be very sad if she knows you're doin' this". "So I have to return you to her after this time...? Hmmph! Fine...". - Then she grumbled, frustratedly lying on the floor, having some jealous
"Ahhhh...!". - Sarah moaned as my dick got inside her womb
"You're so warm, Sarah...". - Inside her womb is not just narrow, it's also very tight
It's obvious for a woman's uterus to have a size like this, especially those who haven't ever had sex.
"Kiss!". - Kissed my mouth once again, can't you kiss somewhere else? My cock perhaps, or my nipples
"You were fat in the first time we met, now you still are, but look very cute". - I praised my subordinate, then took the opportunity to grab her breasts, slowly squeezed 'em
"You love big breasts?". - Yeah, all men do!
"Woahhhh... would it be better if my wife had these melons like yours?". - Shit, squeezing her boobs never tires of me, these things are so wonderful to have fun with!
"Let me guess, girl... your day must be just eating and sleeping, right? Or jerking off a lot...". "Oh... slurp... slurp... slurp". - Not just having fun with squeezing her breasts, sucking them is also fun!
"I don't know what you're talking about". - Maybe she was right, she did not lose her virginity until she met me
"How sexy this part is...". - Sucking her breasts, one hand of my hand noticed her fat tummy, it looked... attractive. "Ahhh... this is paradise!". - Her fat belly was so sexy, I squeezed it gently, thinking about having fun with my subordinate with many poses of sex
"Hey, don't!!!". - The scents from her hairy armpits also caught my lust to join
"Licks... licks... licks... licks...". - Couldn't control myself, I licked her hairy armpit. "Slurp... slurp... slurp... slurp... slurp... slurp...". "Oh, shit...!". - I slurped her sweat, I might've swallowed some of her hair, maybe... yeah, maybe...
"Everything of yours is far better than my wife... you only lack experience, Private... but it's so fun".
"Don't say that, I also feel bad for Princess".
"Hey...! At least you must tell me for once". - My subordinate got frustrated when I moved my dick into her womb without telling her
"Close your legs...".
"Hmmph...!". - She frustratedly locked my waist with her legs, but gently
I start moving my hard dick in and out of her uterus slowly and gently. Sarah is feeling the pleasure, she looks at me several times, sometimes she looks away with blushes. Right now, I'm squeezing her breasts while having fun with her hot womb. I will cum inside once again, heh heh.
"If it's getting colder, should we hold it like this till the morning?". - Sarah asked me while looking at the window
"Yeah, of course".
We have gone quite far from our old purpose. Having sex to keep our bodies heated up to fight against the cold, is now used to please both of us. Although Sarah was likely to be forced to have sex in the beginning, now she seems to be enjoying it. It's good now.
"Ahhhh... ahhhh... yes, yes". - She grabbed my back tightly as my dick slammed down and up. "That feeling urged me to come to you many times, I wish we had done it earlier, it feels so amazing!". - Her legs locked my waist tighter, her breaths got hotter and her eyes got more lust
"I can't think of anything...!". - Sarah closed her eyes, moaning a bit loud as if she didn't care about holding it back anymore. "I love it, yes! Yes, yes, yes, keep going!". - Her boobs bounced up and down, they excited me to fill her womb with my genes!
"Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh!". - I grunted, my dick started slamming more powerfully
"Ahh, yes!". - Sarah grabbed my nape once again. "Kiss!". - She kissed me lewdly, as if she did not notice that she was being this lewd. "Slurp... slurp... ahhh... uhhh... ahhh...". - Our tongues wrapped each other without letting off, we swallowed each other's saliva
"You're a meanie, Commander... ahhh! Ahhh!". - We kept kissing lewdly, we got closer and couldn't stop letting off, even just in one second
"Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh!". - My dick got harder strangely as it slammed inside her more and more, it's so good!!!
This pleasure is very strange to me, it has just happened. When I was having sex with my wife, or other women, that pleasure never appeared. Strangely, Sarah is the one who makes me have this much of pleasure.
"Slurp! Slurp! Slurp! Slurp!". - Feeling her hot womb wasn't enough, I went on sucking her breasts, so good!!!
"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!". - Sarah reached her orgasms as I bit her nipple. She showed me her satisfying face when she cum... her pureness is something that is now far away from her person
"Haaahhhh...! Haaahhhh...! Haaahhhh...! Haaahhhh...!". - I pressed my face on her breasts, sniffing and feeling them, like a paradise!
"Shit, ahhhh!". - Her boobs were bouncing right in front of me, as if to ask me to have fun with them!
"Ahhh... uhhh... ahhh... slurp... slurp... licks... licks... licks...". - Our tongues got out, then started licking and wrapping each other. "Commander, ahhhh! Ahhhh! Please be gentle! Please don't!".
"Shit... I'll get you more fun!". - I overturned Sarah, making a doggy style for her to please me in this round
"Wait, at least let me see your face w-".
"Slap!". "Urrrghhhhhh!". - I slapped her ass, then drove my dick in her womb powerfully, so fucking good!
"Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh!". - Watching her ass bouncing as my dick moved in and out, my balls wanted to explode
"Sarah, I love it!!!". - I grabbed her ass, watching it without getting tired. "Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh!". - Maybe I'm about to reach my limit, my dick and my balls want to explode, I want to flood inside her womb with my seeds till she gets pregnant, urrrghhh!
"Commander, I'm too tired to continue...". - No no no, babe, no begging. "Please gimme a break, just one minute".
"Nah!". "Urrrrrgggghhhh!!!". - I slammed my dick in her womb harder than usual. "Private, squeeze my dick harder, open your ovum and wait for my loads to come".
"Eh?!". - She didn't get it, right? I hope so. "What...?".
"Slap!".
"It hurts! Stop it, Commander! I'm gentle with you, so please!". - Having her eggs filled in my semen is very wonderful, heh heh!
"I'll gift you something that I forgot on your birthday...". - Now I can't stop myself anymore, just following my instinct for no reason!
"Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh! Urrrghhh!". - About to explode, my semen loads are about to shoot out!
"Urrrrrgggghhhhhhh!!!!!".
"Splashes! Splashes! Splashes! Splashes! Splashes! Splashes!". - As I expected, my semen load was very much and it kept coming out when her womb kept squeezing me
"Ahhhhhhhh...!". - Sarah tried her best to hold back her moan, she ended up knocked off on the floor with her hands holding the floor. "Ahhhh... urrrghhh... ahhhhh... haaahhhh... Commander, you're so mean, haaahhhh...". - Sarah was very tired, she was paralyzed and stayed on the floor
After stopping getting high and returning to what I have done... oh shit, it's bad. I pull out my dick and do my best to stay calm, while Sarah's vagina is leaking out my semen loads. Hmmmm... I hope she won't get pregnant. But I don't know if that thing will happen or not, but I truly hope not.
"Kiss...". - I kissed Sarah's cheek sweetly, but had to stop it after a few seconds when her body called me to "get closer to be happy" once again
"You tired...?". - I checked on my subordinate
"Nod, nod...". - She nodded tiredly twice to let me know
"Alright, let's have a break". - Or I should say "It's enough right now, I hope you enjoyed it but we should stop, Sarah", that's it. "Alright, let's eat...". - Then I got to a nearby military backpack
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"Can we do it one more time after we eat, Commander?". - Uhhh, it's hard to decide!
"Yeah, maybe...". - I avoided looking at Sarah, or my libido would turn on once again. "Drinks... drinks... drinks...". - To distract myself, I drank some water from a bottle
A while has passed since we had sex together. At this moment, we have returned to normal and are trying to behave "normal" like we used to apply with each other.
We are all dressed up, our clothes are dried and have no snow left. Now we have clothes to keep us warm, only the fire is another problem. However, we don't face much struggle with it. We already have a solution to solve it.
If that kind of cold comes again, we will be... mating more and more to keep us warm through the night.
This moment is our resting time, or I should say this is our meal time. On the floor, MRE rations and water bottles are scattered all around, there are some energy drinks too. I've done eating recently, and now is sitting nearby Sarah to intimate with her... yeah.
In front of me, on the floor, is full of empty ration bags and some water bottles. A finished metal bowl is also there. Energy drinks can be seen on the right side. Maybe I will think about using these things to help me with the fire ignition.
Yeah, maybe... I think so.
I can see that the cold from the outside is not as cold as before anymore. I may be able to go out to pick up some woods then return here. However, we must get rid of those sticky snows when we return here. It's annoying.
"Private".
"Yes Sir...?". - She stopped eating, then put her meal bowl down. "Mmm... maybe". - Stop being that active! You've misunderstood my meaning, girl!
"I'm gonna go outside, picking up stuff". - I got up, pointing to the window. "We need fire to keep the heat stable, wait for me, I'll be bac-".
"Don't go...". - She grabbed my hand, begging me to stay
"I tell you, just listen t-".
"I will go with you outside, we should work together!". - Hmmm... fine, Sarah
I return to sit beside my subordinate. I don't know if that plan is on her intention to milk me or not but... fine. To be honest, I want to have sex with Sarah once again, that's amazing. We only have this night to be together.
Oh, I forgot that my wife's group is in the same situation as me. Just hope it's not as bad as my situation, that's all.
At least Shera and Reimi have magic, they can cast spells to create lots of fire. However, we ain't, we can't use magic. Just hope that others in my group are alright. When the sun rises, we will find our way to reunite with others.
I hope they are nearby, away from us not too far. I know the description of the location where my wife's group is at. They also fled to the South like us, it's good when we went in the same direction, despite the different locations.
"It's a pity when I have to return you to her in the morning, Sir". - Stop talking that way, Sarah. "Just kidding, but I really do... bleh, nothing, please forget what I just said".
Both of us later stay silent, sometimes we look at each other, smiling. I mean Sarah smiles, I just glance at her.
"I can't wait for that time to come, Commander". - Huh?
"Tell me what". - I focused on Sarah, not blinking but stayed silent to listen to her
"Do you remember that I used to ask you this?". - She delayed eating, then looked at a space while talking to me. "Where comes the bliss?".
"Yeah, I do remember it".
"I can't wait to reunite with my sis and others when the morning comes". "To see all of us reunite under a roof is enough for me to be happy... please be safe, Commander".
"Yeah yeah". - I looked away
"Well, I have to apologize to Princess when I meet her".
"Cut it off, just say nothing and return to your big sis".
"I'll surely do the opposite, Commander". - I hope you're wise enough to not mess with my wife's temper
Shera can be very calm, but when it comes to love, my wife is something else beyond my imagination. Despite feeling annoyed, I don't have any problems else, I love my wife the most... oh, Shera!
"I'm quite full right now...". - Then why do you have to tell me that, Private?
"Commander, you need more, you haven't eaten enough". - You don't know what is "saving", girl? If I eat it all then how would I have things to eat tomorrow?
"I'm ok-".
"Please eat my part instead, it's not much...". - She handed me her meal bowl, some food was still inside
"Who would eat the meal of others?". - My wife's meal is an exception
"But it's very wasteful to leave it... please...". - Okay, okay!
"Sigh...". - I rarely have time to be with Sarah, I consider her as a friend of mine... though we are not too friendly
"Done eating, get out there to collect stuff together?".
"Okay". - Good
To me, Sarah is annoying sometimes... but I can take it, we are friends after all. Yeah, the word "friends" now has so many meanings after we together did that shit.
"Slurp... slurp... slurp... slurp... slurp... slurp... slurp... slurp...". - I was thinking, then something hot seemed to be wrapping... my dick?
"Sarah?!".
"Oh, Commander, sorry...". - She blushed when she looked at me, but she ended up sucking my dick as she turned her head down. "Licks... licks... licks... licks... licks...". - Due to lack of experiences and practices, Sarah could only lick and suck my dickhead and the outside parts
"So that's your intention".
"You will be hers... slurp... slurp... slurp...". - She talked a bit, then went on sucking my dickhead. "I'm sorry if I'm too greedy for this... please be with me, we won't have chances to do it anymore when you return to her". - Then Sarah went on sucking my dickhead. "Ehhh... these are... uhhhhh... what?". - Those are my balls
She might've forgotten about the sex education stuff when she was at school. Or she is trying to pretend, maybe.
"Just do it gently". - She rubbed my balls gently, sometimes she squeezed them gently too. "Yeah, yeah, yeah, keep doing that, good good".
"Bites!". - She just had bit my dick, right?
"Hey, don't bite".
"How to get in there deeper?". - Sarah seems to be wondering how to suck a dick properly, huh?
"Uhhh... lemme teach you". - Then I grabbed her face, putting it in front of my dick
"It's so... nothing, please continue". - She felt a bit unpleasant smelling my odor
"When you come inside, use your tongue to wrap then move it, not your teeth".
"Ahhhhh...". - Maybe I should ask her to go outside to pick up some woods, we can practice this when we return
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After "teaching" Sarah to give me some blowjob... well, we went outside to pick up some woods. Then returned to this familiar undergrounded toilet to make some fire to keep up the heat. When everything we needed was done solved. Hmmm, yeah, we went on stripping ourselves to get rid of the snow like usual.
But being together in the same room when we were all nude so... we ended up mating like we used to do. Having sex with Sarah is fun, but I know it's bad when I have to cheat on my wife that terribly.
I won't hurt my wife anymore, I'm sure this will be my last time.
Right at this moment, we are sleeping together. The snow from outside is still there, somehow the weather is getting colder than usual. Really we have to lie on the floor since we have no choice left to make. The burning barrel is nearby us, heating us up when the cold is absorbing the room and its atmosphere.
We've collected many woods, so there is no need to worry about that issue. Right now, we just need to stay together, then sleep a bit through the morning, then we'll gear up.
My wife and others are waiting for me, I must reunite with my family. Right after the morning comes, we will move out then search for 'em.
"Commander, I love you...". - Sarah, huh? She keeps hugging me this tight while sleeping
"Yeah, I love you too, Sarah". - Maybe that was just her sleeptalking problem, but I would reply to please her
The cold is still there, it's getting colder. I hug Sarah tighter then fill my face with her breasts for better sleep. Although the cold is very terrible, I'm sure it will end in the morning. Now I must make sure to sleep well.
"Good night, Sarah...".
"Please be alright, Commander... it's quite cold".
"You too, girl... haaahhhh...". - After replying to her, I enjoyed pressing my face in her breasts then focused on having a nice sleep
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"Urgh...?". - My eyes accidentally opened up
I look around, and see some lights coming down to welcome me from the windows. It's the morning.
I see it is strange when Sarah isn't here. I look around and see her lying on the floor, sleeping a bit far from me.
At least is here with me, I'm relieved to know she is here and I'm not alone. But this girl is still sleeping, she is so lazy.
Hmmm... I will let off Sarah, at least I must be alone for a while to gear up. I will wake her up when everything is ready for our departure.
"Cough! Cough!". - Shit, somehow I got coughed
But I ignore the previous issue and head straight to the packing up progress. Everything that is scattered on the ground, I come to them and collect 'em all. Then store them inside our backpacks.
"Urrrghhh...!". - I stretched a little bit, had just woken up so I didn't feel so good
After doing the thing, I return filling things inside the two of our backpacks. Everything seems to be full right now. Just maybe, I think there's no need to carry the used objects, so I decide to leave 'em here.
After filling the things inside two backpacks, I walk around the restroom. I'll be heading to one toilet to relieve myself, but I have to check on something before doing it.
I look out the window, focus on the outside things. Hmmmm, the cold seems to be stable at this moment, we're safe now. Now I wonder if my wife's group is still staying in that building, or is on their way searching for us.
I hope they're still there, waiting for me. Because we will go there soon, I think.
When Sarah and I were crawling in the snow to find a proper place to hide, we spotted a building from far away. It is not so far from the undergrounded restroom. From what I assumed, I just hope that is the place where my wife's group is in.
Alright, I must wake this little girl up now. We have to hurry, who knows what the Allied or the PLA is planning to do with this assaulted base. Hours ago, no movement was set on foot. Now we must hurry to reunite with each other then find a way out.
"Alright...". - I got a backpack on my back, then turned around. "Wait... what?". - I was supposed to look at Sarah, but accidentally looked at the turned-off barrel
I see some fine wooden sticks on the floor, nearby the barrel for no reason. Being curious, I approach the barrel then look inside, and... spot some burned sticks, okay.
I don't remember that I collected these sticks, but they're here. Someone had collected these things and put them here, even burned the sticks to light up the barrel.
Hmmmm... I told her not to go outside already. But she kept... that time, outside was very cold, but she dared to against my words? She could've asked me to do another way to keep ourselves heated up.
"Sarah, you did this?!". - Feeling a bit frustrated, I approached Sarah, asking her to wake up
"Sarah, I told you not to go". - I touched her shoulder, shaking her to wake her up
"Sarah...?". - Wait wait wait, why she doesn't answer me?
"What is this...?". - I put my hand out of her, I spotted something white and sticky on my fingers
"Sniff... sniff...". "Cough! Cough! Cough!". - Shit, this is the sticky snow!
I immediately focus on Sarah's body, looking at her more carefully. Now I notice that her clothes are a little bit dried, not completely dried. They seem to have been dried by using the fire to do so, not once, but several times.
It means when I was sleeping, Sarah had gone outside and inside several times just to collect woods. Every time she returned, her clothes were all wet and absorbed this kind of toxic snow. She dried them carelessly then went out once again to collect woods when the materials were used up.
"No fuckin' way, no no no...". - Feeling nervous, I grabbed Sarah then slowly realized that her body was very cold. "Sarah, Sarah, answer me! Can you hear me?". - I moved her closer to the barrel, then put her back on its surface
"Sarah, Sarah, wake up!". - Shit, I hope she is just sleeping. "Slap! Wake up!". - I yelled at her face, even slapped her a hard blow
"Sarah...". - She made no movement, not even a breath. "Please please... tell me you're okay, please". - I put my index finger to her nose... I couldn't see her breath at all, she doesn't breathe at all!
"No no... no, this is not happening! This not fuckin' happening!!!". - I got up, being shocked to know about it
She is dead! Sarah is dead!
"Ahhhh!". - I scratched my hair, my emotions are very, very hard to describe
"She's fucking dead!!!". - I couldn't believe it, I kneeled on the floor, feeling depressed to see my dead friend. "No...". - I got closer to Sarah, then slowly hugged her
"Sarah, ahhh... why... why...". "Fuck this life!". - I pressed my face on her shoulder, sobbing while hugging her tightly
What should I explain to Hatano? Her little sister is truly dead. Would she be able to move on? Her only relative is dead and she is now alone!
Bliss... where comes the bliss?
Family is all to me...
I can't believe that Sarah would die like this. From the beginning, I don't want anyone in my group to die.
If I could go back in time, if I could go back in time to save Sarah then I... I will do it!
But I'm just an ordinary human, I'm no God, I can't do anything special. Till the end, the Goddess is just playing with me and the people in her realm, she considers us nothing the toys for her to dump or leave alive... fuck!!!
The only way to save Sarah is to ask for the Goddess' help, only Katia can help me save my subordinate. Resurrecting Sarah is impossible, but Katia can send me back in time.
We must do something...
I snatch a pistol from my holster then point it to my head. No no no... that way won work at all, I must be alive to see the Goddess!
I must find the way to save Sarah from dying. Like the way I used to save my wife and others from the explosion in the summoning ceremony. Yeah, I must be alive to do that, I can't die. I must save Sarah at all costs, must do it!
Now I must find the lost group to reunite with them, I must do something to make all of us get out of this world to get into the Katia realm. When I meet the Goddess, I will do everything to save Sarah.
Bliss only comes when everyone reunites under one roof, that's how it is real happiness means. Sarah won't be alone, I will save her.
"Sarah, I'm gonna save you". - I got up, holding Sarah in my hands
I hold my tears, holding my deceased subordinate tightly then make my step through the door. I get out, staircases from both sides open widely. No one is here except for Sarah and I. I walk on the staircase till I get on the ground, the sky is very blue.
I look around, only see snow ground that covers the entire wide area. Nearby are bodies of dead soldiers, dried blood. Some buildings can be seen from afar. Buildings are shattered, the destruction is clearly visible to miles.
I look around for a while till I see a building. It's located a bit far from our area, the building's roof is broken a bit, but not much. My instinct tells me that's the place I should move to, so I deeply stare at it.
"Let's go home, Sarah...". - Holding Sarah in my hands, I moved on the snow path to get there