Life is full of surprises
Adrenaline rises
Excitement
Prominent
Another way of torment
But at the moment
My thoughts as I meant
I don't know
But need to know
If someone just going through
Knows what I'm going through
Is just enough
Am I being rough
Not knowing though
Now being naïve
Is how I live
I feel used
I feel amused
How can I still
Have my thoughts to kill
I don't have the skill
My heart is beating a mil
Excitement
At the moment
Torment
Is another
Is there any other?
To convince me not to bother
It's being said by my brother
Am I in love?
Someone please just to prove
I'm lost
I'm confused
It seems to be the start
Of another piece
Of the puzzle that fell apart
A piece of art
Not even the great painter
Can differentiate them apart
How can I make sure
He won't worry for me?
My head again
Nods down for so much pain
I see there's no way
I can gain
Love to last that way
That I miss dearly
Regularly
Early
That love we both sow
That inadvertently grew
And only one of us fought
Growing the seeds of love
No one approved
No one loved
Uncertainty
Mostly potty
Anyone noticed
No more excuses were faced
Now two bodies are forced
To bring up their own
Beaten heart
In many pieces now apart
Where's the glue
That will join the pieces
Out of the blue?
Pretending
Not mending
Just announcing
A love defeated
Nevertheless created
Now two bodies are evading
The love once two were mending
Love
My love
My precious love
No one cares to ever approve
This secret love
No one will approve
Just appreciate
The time they both associate
To lust
Just
To mention
And much more just to show direction
Just a mere way of protection
Turned itself into a correction
Many hurting
As many it could affect
All affection
The love that once was there
It scaped to the atmosphere
Where sins adhere
And flaws finds love back in here