August and Leon's questions really annoyed Javin. He felt uneasy, thinking more deeply what the most appropriate answer to answer that question.
Is it true, what he feels for Forth, is love? Javin is worried, it's too soon, to confess that he loves Forth. How could it be?
It's only been a few months and even though he's feeling more and more erratic around Forth, could it just be an adrenaline-fuelled rush of hormones?
Or, did he just feel grateful for Forth's kindness and concern for him? After all, it seemed that Forth had also set his heart on someone else, so Javin didn't dare boldly declare that he was in love with the quiet man.
Javin had never been in love with anyone before, but he knew the signs, at least from websites and articles on teenagers, psychology, or everyday life. Some movies and novel, too.
Javin doesn't know if he's straight, bi, or maybe gay, because he's never been attracted to anyone.