"Awww." She smiled and came closer to me, sniffing my neck in a way that I could feel the tip of her nose against my skin, after that she sniffed the shirt I had changed into then lifted her eyes to look at me.
"What?" I asked again like I didn't know what.
"Your perfume, I like it." I smiled when she said that. "Did you changed shirts though? I mean, I think you did, did you?"
"Uhmm....yeah?"
"Why?" She giggled.
"You?"
"Me?" She pointed to herself when she asked.
"Yeah." I affirmed and went ahead to pull her closer to me by the waist, I don't even know where I got the confidence to do what I just did.
"Why did you still wet your hair, I thought you banded it before your shower to avoid getting it wet?" I asked with my face close to hers and was happy that she didn't push me away.
"To seduce you."
"Hmmn?" I asked because did she really....?
"I'm just joking," she laughed out loud, letting her head fall backwards, not caring if she might fall because I was holding her."I've got a lot of hair, I find it hard to take off my clothes if I don't band it together like that." She let me know after her laughter, bringing her face back to mine.
"Okay." I said in a whisper voice, wanting to kiss her any moment but she freed herself from me to my surprise. I think she knew what I wanted to do, holding her like that.
"I'm tired Jerry." She went to my bed and laid
on her stomach, she did so very slowly. The top she wore almost went up but she pulled it back down before clutching my pillow beneath her head.
I went to the bed and squatted next to her, she looked at me without moving her head, just her eyes. She really was tired, her eyes were showing just how much. What was I even thinking? She came over here to rest, not for me to try and do anything with her. I sighed and stood to leave, I would leave the room to avoid doing anything stupid.
As I wanted to walk away, she held my wrist. I turned to her quickly expecting a reason why she did that but she didn't say anything immediately. Not letting go of my wrist, I decided to squat back down, next to her. Rubbing her cheeks, I asked;
"What's the matter? You want something?"
"Don't go." She said her mind as simply as she could.
"You want me here with you?"
"Yeah." Her voice sounded sleepy.
"Okay, go to sleep, I'm here." I smiled at her but she didn't smile back.
"Jerry?" She called like she usually did.
"Yeah?"
"Sit here." She placed her right hand by the head of the bed where she wanted me to sit, I got up from my squatting position and sat where she wanted.
She slowly dragged her body towards me, placing her head on my thighs and putting her arms around my waist. I paused my breathing for some seconds when she did that, she had her head directly on my dick. I hope she doesn't feel how hard I was.
"I like your perfume." She muttered still in a sleepy voice, making me smile. After that, we both went silent. I decided to stroke on her soft right cheek which wasn't over my thigh like the left. I went on to play with her almost dry hair, I was actually surprised how fast her hair dried without the use of a blow dryer.
"Jerry?" She called again and I noticed her eyes were closed this time.
"Yeah?"
"Why are you doing this to yourself?"
"Hmmn?" I asked her and she sat up from my thighs and looked at me.
"Why are you still with me? Why don't you go fuck other girls? Why do you want me?" She asked and I blinked twice without an answer for her.
"You do know how handsome you are right? I mean girls will actually open their legs for you, you just have to approach them. Maybe, not all girls but someone like my roommate, she goes crazy over cute boys like you, she'll let you use her over and over again, don't you want that? Don't you want a girl that is ready to fuck with you repeatedly, no strings attached, don't you want that Jerry?"
"No." I answered all of her questions with one word.
"No? Why?"
"You."
"Me Huh? Why? why me?"
"I don't know, I just want you."
"Why do you want me?"
"....." I didn't even know why I wanted her, I just knew I did so I didn't give answer this time.
"I can't give you want you want Jerry, maybe you don't know but I ruin people's lives, it's what I do. I'm bad luck I think, I ruined my parents lives and now I'm ruining yours."
"No." I didn't think she was ruining my life.
"Shut up." She had tears in her eyes."You just wanna have sex right now Jerry, you are not thinking right."
Maybe she was right, maybe I just wanted to have sex with her so bad right now and therefore wasn't thinking properly but fuck it, I didn't care if she ruined my life a million times, I would still want her.
"It's your mood swings again." I told her but she shook her head.
"No, I'm just..... I'm just not used to someone caring this much about me," she scratched her eyes to stop her tears."I'm not used to having someone keep their need aside for me, just to make me happy or so. Look at you sitting here, wanting to have sex and not saying anything, just because I said I was tired."
So she knew.....
She knelt on the bed to be able to have her face near mine because I was taller even while we sat. She put her arms around my neck and hugged me briefly.
"You know what?" She stopped the hug and brought her face to mine."Let's have sex."
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