She finally suggested that those events had stayed in my mind and it was through them I was transferring what happened to me by others into finding dirty panties.
Dr. Smith asked me if I really wanted to stop sneaking around searching for dirty panties or not. I told her I did because it was becoming a real embarrassment to me and my wife.
I also told her that some women had even suggested that if I didn't stop they would sue me and my wife. Dr. Smith asked if my wife would come to my next appointment with me and if she was willing to help in my recovery?
I told her yes and thought she would. I didn't know that Dr. Smith actually called and met with Susan before the next appointment!
The Doctor shared with me and Susan she had very good luck with two other men with quite similar cases like mine and asked if I would be willing to move in that direction.
I told her sure but asked what exactly that would be. Dr. Smith shared that she found cases like mine worked best if the patient didn't know beforehand.
So Dr. Smith placed me under hypnosis and I could hear her telling me that I didn't want to sneak around and hunt for dirty panties.
She kept saying this statement over and over. Next I heard her telling me that dirty panties weren't what I wanted and I should let my mind focus on what really excited me.
She kept telling me to think about what it was that I really wanted. (I guess now is the right time to share that Dr. Smith had me strip naked after our third session and today she had me lie face down on a small table that still had my head on it but my legs were hanging off the other end.)
So while I kept thinking about what it was that I really wanted I felt something rubbing against my mouth. It was sort of wet and soft but for sure and seemed to want to get inside of my mouth.
So I opened my mouth and felt it become fuller.
I could her Dr. Smith saying that this feeling, right now, was much better than the sight of or the smell of dirty panties and that I shouldn't think about dirty panties any more, never again!
She told me to enjoy the feeling in my mouth and that it was like a piece of chocolate and that I should suck on it let it slide around in my mouth.
So I did begin to suck on it, tasting chocolate, feeling it sliding around, even in and out of my mouth.
I continued to hear Dr. Smith telling me that the amazing feeling in my mouth was only part of what I really desired then I felt something cool touching my asshole.
It was then that I heard Dr. Smith telling me that it was my mouth and asshole that I wanted to feel good, that would make me happy.
I started to focus on her words when I felt my mouth being pushed much harder.
I could taste more of a cream I thought was coming from the chocolate and just then I felt something quite large push into my asshole.
I then felt a lot of the delicious candy bar cream flow into my mouth and down my throat! Dr. Smith kept telling me that what just happened was part of that candy goodness I desired and now I had gotten to enjoy it, in my mouth again.
Dr. Smith continued by telling me how good my asshole was feeling and that I really enjoyed how full it felt and how great the rubbing inside was.