Chapter 57 - Selfish

Hope went to her and said ," Just before some seconds a great being had told me something very precious but now I see that being crying .It made me feel so bad ." She was emotional and he was making joke so it made her more hurt and she got forced to laugh finally and then she just hugged him.

Hope said ," Shine ,I promise you that I will be there for the very last moment to you go to your habitat .Don't worry ." She now looked at him angrily and just pushed him .She said ," I am not so selfish OK .What do you think that I am crying because I have a doubt that if you could help me to go back or not ?If you think so then let me clear you one think Mister that if I would have that fear then I would never return back after wishing a good bye to Sun. I have returned back even arguing with her ."

Hope had no idea that she had come back of her own will but he was thinking that the guards had captured her .This news made him just so furious that he wanted to slap her. But he controlled himself because he found her foolish that even after getting a golden opportunity to return she came back to the hell again and it made the situation more complicated .

Hope just ignored her and was just going from there but she grabbed his hand and said ," What do you think of yourself ?I don't want your help just leave me alone ." Hope looked furiously at her and said ," Just shut up OK and what do you think of yourself ?We took such a high risk and without caring about our life we just tried to help you and look at you ,its such a shame on you .Go to hell ,damn it .I am not interested to help you anymore because I don't have a habit of doing useless things ."

Shine had never seen him in such form. She became scared of him and just sat under the tree. After sometime Hope felt bad and sat next to her. He apologized her and said ," I am embarrassed with my words .I needed to control myself but I just slipped in my words .I am sorry, Shine ." She said ," Its OK. I am not upset with you ." He asked her," Why did you return back? What did you do ?" She was scared because he might shout again so she answered in such an innocent way with low and sweet voice ," So that humanity would never die .When you could be ready to even die for me then how could I go back ?I am not so selfish ,Hope . How could I go without saying thank you to Bless? After all its his policy and I respect it. How could I go without saying good bye to my brothers and dad? I didn't want to give an appropriate reason to new generation of human to torture us saying that some foolish humans got killed for a strange creature and got nothing at last . At least I want to represent me as a loyal and honest creature who is ready to die but not to betray."

Hope had no words to reply .He just stayed quiet .After sometime he said," You want to say thank you to Bless and good bye to your brothers and dad and what about me ?What do you want to say to me?" Shine was confused .Hope again said ," Wait wait , do you regard me also as your brother ?" He was trying to make her laugh by cracking such jokes but Shine looked down and said nothing .Hope said ," I will be waiting for your message to me .What do you want to say to me ,this is my question to you and you have to answer me .Don't think that I will forget ."

Shine was literally blushing and her cheeks turned red and a sweet and an innocent smile was appeared at her lips .She apologized to him .He asked ," Why?" She said ," I think this is the first time you became angry and I was the reason behind it." He felt so bad and said ," Look Shine ,please don't take it so serious . I am really sorry if I hurt you ." She said ," No,not like that .But .." She hesitated and started crying .

He asked her ," What happen ?Please don't cry. I am sorry .I had no idea that my words hurt you this much ." She said," When I was a small kid .I was very close to my dad. We had a happy family and everything was going well. Once my dad was tensed and I asked him the reason and that was the first and the last time I saw him angry .He shouted at me so rudely that for a moment I started hating him. I ran out from there and told to my mother and even I told her that now on I would hate him forever .She slapped me for the first and the last time .I became totally negative to my parents .After that my dad went in war and last time he wanted to see me but I denied. I went to hide somewhere so that he couldn't reach me .He came just close to me but I could just see his legs walking here and there in search to me as I was hiding under a large bed .Where is my princess ?I want to see her .Just for the last time .I promise I will never bother my princess again .These were his last few words which still echoed in my ear .After that he went and never returned .After that no one knew if he was alive or death .He just lost somewhere. "

Hope felt so bad for her and just pulled her towards him and hugged her with pure emotions .She started crying louder .She was still saying," I was so selfish .I needed to come out to him ones and should hug him .I needed to forgive him but I was so cruel and stone hearted . After that many times I heard that I eat him or I was responsible for everything because last time while he was departing he was sad and upset because of me .I even heard that he was so disappointed that he just ran away .I even heard that while going he was again and again turning back so that he could see me .Our kingdom bore a heavy loss in that war and I even heard that I was lucky charm to my dad and as his luck was not with him so he defeated ."