Sanhyul's POV:
It was like a mini date for me. We had some white sauce ravioli, pizza and cheesecake which are all her favorite.
"Hey Sanhyul, let's walk in that park for a little while. I guess I ate too much and I feel stuffed." She said while holding one corner of shirt and kept another hand on her belly.
I chuckled a little while listening to her. "Let's go".
It is almost evening now and I can feel the cool breeze touching both of us. It's so refreshing. I am sure this will be another memorable day for me. I guess I would pen this day down on the first page of that diary. I saw Jas's ear turning red due to the cold breeze and she was trying to warm up while hugging herself.
"Do you want to leave Jas? I know it's getting cold?" I looked at her worriedly. "Do you want my jacket?" I insisted but as stubborn she is, she didn't take it.
"No,no. It's quite refreshing. I like walling with you and it's just a little cold", she said while smiling at me.
I held her hand and blew air on them. She looked at me confusingly. Then I put one of her hands inside my jacket pocket. I could see her cheeks were getting red and she looked away to hide them. She looked so adorable. She looked at me confusingly.
"What are you looking at, you idiot? You came with me to help me. So, if you get sick it would be my responsibility and later you will be the one who will blame me", I said to her by extra focusing on the word 'me' while pointing out myself.
She laughed out loud suddenly, "okay, okay. I got it. I just got a little confused with your sudden change of attitude and I know I have annoyed you so much today".
She intertwined her fingers with mine inside the jacked pocket and leaned his head a little on my shoulder. It surprised me. I looked at her and wished with all my heart for this moment to last longer. I want to hug her, embrace her in my arms and never let her go.
"Jas, you didn't annoy me that much and thanks for choosing my outfits. I don't know when was the last time I had enjoyed this much", I don't know what happened to me and I poured my heart out. She stopped, held my cheek and made me look at her. She took her hands out of the pocket and cupped both of her hands and held my face with her little palms, "listen Sanhyul, I don't know why you don't open up yourself. But, I am glad you asked me to come out with you. You may haven't noticed much, but I do care for you a lot. You are like my family and I am always with you. So, stop being a loner and pushing everyone away. It's okay to trust and open up. And I will always be there for you, my mountain man, dumhead."
Once she stopped speaking, I just hugged her tightly. I just wanted to hold her like that rest of my life.I don't want to lose her to Han or anybody. I have decided I will tell her everything soon. I just have to plan a perfect date and venue. Everything should be perfect and special for my girl. We hugged for some time. Then we went back to the car.
Once we reached, as she was leaving, I held her hand.
"What happened?", she asked.
I didn't know what to tell her. Just that I don't want to let her go so soon.
"Do you have any plans for tomorrow? We can hang out if you want." I asked her without making any eye contact or else she could see my awkwardness.
"Clare will come over. So, I guess, I would make some plans with her", she replied.
"Okay, I forgot about her. But if you want she can come over. We all can hang out and I can play my guitar for you guys." I expected her to say yes.
Her eyes just sparkled listening to me. I know she loves it when I play guitar for her. "Sure then but I thought you didn't like Clare."
"Hey, it's nothing like that. She is just a little too much to handle and quite annoying and I know she hates me", I explained to her.
But, the truth is I hate her. Since the day Clare came into her life, our interaction became less and she started to spend most of her time with her and even her weekends which were meant to mine. It bothers me a lot.
"Thanks again. I really had a good time and we should do this often I guess", I said while looking down at my feet.
She came a little closer and gave a peck on my cheek. I am sure my heart just did a somersault right now.