Keeping the heart and learn to be loyal waiting for a mate who is prepared by the almighty for him that's what Rifqo does as long as he lives. He learned not to open his heart too big to each of the opposite sex so as not to fall in a love that is not lawful for him. Because Rifqo believes, when he is able to restrain himself from carelessly dropping his heart, God will give him a special mate and make him feel an extraordinary love.

"Why are you daydreaming alone? devil trance later," Rifqo turned his head when he felt someone tap his shoulder suddenly from behind when he was sitting in the backyard of his parents' house, the one in Jakarta.

Rifqo Miftahul Arzak, the figure of a cheerful man full of laughter, his life always looks fine in front of many people, he lives like has no burden, because it makes people's very sure if Rifqo is never sad as long as he lives. Whereas, Rifqo without many people knowing, male with final semester student status at the Gadjah Mada University campus with the Architecture major, have been having a lot of trouble lately, for an obvious reason regarding his own feelings.

"Why did you fight so much for Risa's sister-in-law in the past ? even though at that time sister-in-law had gone far to Germany" ask Rifqo, while looking up at the sky that was bright with the twinkling stars above the night sky.

Moment, Angga silently stares at Rifqo who still looks focused on staring at the sky, but at that time Angga realized that his brother had just asked him seriously. "Because I love Risa, I feel she can be a complement to my life in the future, so why should I hesitate to fight for her" said Angga, while averting his eyes, looking up at the sky.

Moment, Rifqo was silent after hearing his brother's answer. While Angga, finally turned his gaze back towards Rifqo, because at that time Angga felt there is something strange about his brother. So far, Rifqo has never been interested in discussing love, because according to him getting married has a target, as long as he hasn't reached the target he needs to do is the focus of college and looking for work, but tonight he suddenly asked about things related to love.

"What is it ?" said Angga, still looking at Rifqo.

Moment, Rifqo turned and shook his head while turning his gaze back to the sky. However, although all this time Angga is the figure of the older brother who looks ignorant, act like never notice, but Angga knew that at that time there was something Rifqo was trying to hide from himself and others.

"Believe in your heart, because the heart is the most honest part that we often deny, when you feel convinced fighting for whatever it is, believe me better bleed - blood for fighting for what you want as long as it's true, than you regret someday for being late to fight" said Angga, managed to make Rifqo turn back to Angga who was looking at him at that time too.

"Go in, it's already night the wind is not good for health" continued Angga, while getting up and patting Rifqo's shoulder so that makes him wake up too then walk hand in hand to their respective rooms.

At that time, Rifqo decided to go straight into his room, as well as Angga who entered his room, because that night he deliberately stayed at his parents' house when he found out that Rifqo was returning to Jakarta.

Arriving at the room, Rifqo really could not close his eyes even a bit. His heart is still trying to affirm and believe that at that time the feeling that his heart had was a pure taste, but at that time his brain was still thinking hard about what step he should choose next because, it turns out that the feelings in his heart are contrary to the ideals that Rifqo wants to realize in the future.

"You know Qo, what i like about a man is that he is firm but he is able to put himself in a calm position and be solace for me when i need support, and strangely Allah put that attitude with you, but in fact we are just friends now, sometimes destiny is really weird" said the figure of a woman who was sitting in the campus garden with Rifqo who seemed focused on her laptop screen because at that time she was completing her assignment.

"Our friendship has existed for a very long time, It would be impossible if our relationship was more than just friends" she continued while laughing at the end of his sentence as if what she said was a funny thing.

"Later, when you have someone you love, don't often ignore, pay more attention to her, show attention so he knows you love him, and one more thing, don't be too slow, someone else will take it, believe me, the truth is that a woman wants certainty" she said again, smiling and patting Rifqo's shoulder.

The conversation that Rifqo had with a person who had unknowingly succeeded in making Rifqo excited for college, passion for achieving the best grades on campus, Exactly one day before he returned to Jakarta, it was ringing in Rifqo's ears again. At that time, Rifqo realized that she was not just reminding and advising him to give certainty to women, but at that time she was making fun of her. Because Rifqo is sure, during their closeness she can also feel if Rifqo harbors feelings of more than just a friend to her.

Then, Rifqo took his cellphone which was stored on the nightstand, then he chooses a number he hasn't dialed for almost a day, All of this was done by Rifqo on purpose, to avoid at the same time keep his heart from sinking deeper into feelings that Rifqo should not feel.

"Al, how far can you endure waiting for the man you love to come to you, How patient are you waiting for him to come to offer you a lawful relationship?" Rifqo asked, right after his greeting received an answer from the other side of the phone.

For a moment the figure on the other side of the phone was silent, she seemed to be digesting what Rifqo had just said, then Rifqo heard a soft cough before finally getting an answer. "I don't know, the fact is that the woman is just waiting until a male figure comes to propose, so who was the first to come to propose to me, that's when I will consider" she said, managed to make Rifqo silent for a few moments.

"Al, Abyan's family wants to go home, accompany them to the front, okay". Rifqo's forehead furrowed when he heard someone calling the person he was on the phone with. Moreover, that person mentioned Abyan's family, the name of a male figure that Rifqo knew was indeed close to her because Rifqo himself had met several times with a male the figure. However, the question on Rifqo's mind was why the man's family was at the house of the woman he was calling when it was almost midnight.

"Qo, I'll hang up the phone first, tomorrow we'll talk again" she said, then hung up the phone after saying hello first.

With the phone still to his ear, Rifqo sighed while stroking his face in annoyance when he realized his chances were getting smaller, then slowly Rifqo threw the cellphone on the bed not far from his lying position. At that time, Rifqo was really confused about what he should do, because on the one hand Rifqo wants to achieve everything he has targeted, but on the other hand he can't let the woman he loves be with other men.

"Dear Allah, I've been trying to make him special, I'm trying to take care of her in my own way, because I don't want to invite him into a relationship in an uncertain step, but my goal and intention is to make her a woman I can love lawfully so that your love also accompanies our relationship" Rifqo mumbled, rubbing his face which at that moment looked increasingly irritated.

Rifqo immediately turned towards the door when he heard a knock, Then, the figure of her mother appeared, who at that time still looked beautiful at her slowly aging age. Then, the woman walked over to Rifqo, sat her body right next to Rifqo with a calming smile that at that time never disappeared on her face.

"How come mom's son hasn't slept yet, he says he's going back to Jakarta, wants to sleep satisfied because he misses his room, why is he still literate at this hour?" said mommy Lina, stroking her son's head tenderly.

"I don't know Mom, I haven't been able to sleep since earlier" he said, looking up at Lina's mother who was still looking at him too.

"What are you thinking about until you can't sleep, try telling Mom" said Mrs. Lina, who was right on target.

Rifqo was silent when Lina's mother managed to find out that at that time he was thinking about something so he couldn't sleep. At that time, Rifqo realized that he was not as smart as his brother who could keep his problems to himself, he's too predictable by some people when something makes him out of the ordinary.

"Mom, is it when I try take care of a girl by not asking her out is something wrong ? when I do that, don't I look like a gentleman ? should I just make that girl as my lover so she knows that I really love her ?" Rifqo asked, looking up at Lina's mother, who at that time widened her smile when she heard Rifqo's question.

"You said to Mommy that you just wanted to drop your heart on one woman who will be your wife, right? choose not to make her your lover can be a form of care and respect you why her, and that is something romantic according to Mommy, it's just that when you have decided to love her then fight for it, prove you are worthy of her" said Mrs. Lina, stroking Rifqo's head lovingly.

"Do your best to fight for her, until finally you can have her without a limit, without a hitch, because the path you choose is a lawful relationship" said Mrs. Lina, and managed to make Rifqo feel a little calmer.