I don't want to do this but I need to. You probably never expected this and you're probably going to be disappointed while reading this, but I really need to say this: this novel will be discontinued. This novel was supposed to have book 2, but for the past months and, actually, since the very start, I have only been thinking about book 2 and not this one. So what I'm really trying to say is, this novel will be discontinued and I'll instead write supposed book 2. To make it simple, I will stop this story and write a different story.
This novel and supposed book 2 were based on my frustrations over a singer that I really love and her ex. That singer was none other than Fletcher and the ex I'm referring to was Shannon. This is definitely not fan fiction. The events that I'll include in the story that I'm planning to write aren't related to what happened to Fletcher and Shannon. But I'll use Fletcher's songs in this story. My next (and seriously I will finish) was just a way for me to release my frustrations over their relationship. I just found Fletcher 2 months ago and learning about her and Shannon this late was seriously making me feel so sad. I wouldn't use their names, nor their faces or personalities. I just want to create a story that would be inspired by them, so I can finally move on as a fan.
I'm so sorry about this. But I can no longer wait for this novel. I want to proceed with them being exes and not at how they met (though that isn't the real thing). I'll be jumping from their teenage years to being an adult. To make it clearer, here's the synopsis:
Paisley was the one who ended her relationship with Aspen, reasoning that she couldn't see a future in that relationship. And yet, she's the one who couldn't move on. No matter how Paisley tried to love someone else, at the end of the day, before she closed her eyes to sleep, the gray eyes of Aspen were still the last thing that she was thinking of. She had already lost count of the times she regretted that she broke up with Aspen, but she had never done anything to make Aspen back because of the fact that she was the one who broke up with her. The last time they saw each other was the day they broke up. Not because Aspen didn't try anything to win Paisley back, but because Paisley White was the one who did everything to avoid Aspen.
Seven years later, after their breakup, Paisley and Aspen accidentally meet in a bar where Paisley's friend chooses to celebrate her birthday. It was supposed to be just a fun night until Paisley pulled Aspen for a kiss as they lay on the bed. It was supposed to be harmless. It was supposed to mean nothing. But because she still had feelings for Aspen, it didn't become "just nothing", but became everything for her as she fell even deeper into Aspen Harrison. But this time, she was alone. She was falling alone because, unlike Paisley, Aspen managed to move forward and now is in a relationship with someone else.
Again, this novel was inspired by Fletcher but not fan fiction. I have a big respect for Fletcher and no matter who she dates, I don't really care as long as she's happy. I just want to create something that would make my frustration go away. I apologize for this. The story will be entitled: "I had sex with my ex". Actually, I'm now on my 4th chapter of this story while proofreading the 3rd chapter. I'm still not sure if I'll publish it on this platform, since my plan was to publish it as a Kindle Book on Amazon, an Ebook, or whatever. But I'm sure of one thing: I'll finish this one.
This is Iris.