Nathan seemed to be sitting quietly on the bus, his ears covered by his earbuds. Nathan was silent, with his arms crossed, looking at the scenery through the glass window there, with the music playing as if it were the soundtrack for what he had experienced at this time. All things come and go very horribly, all things become part of the unimaginable even until whenever.
Nathan took another deep breath, and the trajectory of all the stories he had experienced with Alexa began to stick in his brain's memory so vividly. This is the unthinkable. In fact, it seems that everything that happens seems to be a very cruel thorn that can never be imagined even at any time. all his laughs with Alexa, all of Alexa's spoiled attitude, all of Alexa's attention, and all the kisses he has done with Alexa. Nathan didn't really think that everything Alexa had done for him was fake.
Nathan held his breath again, he didn't expect his life to be like this. Everything that happened seemed to be an undeniable boomerang. Everything that happened had made Nathan feel as if he had suffered the heaviest blow this world had ever seen. Nathan did not expect that if his love story ended bitterly, his love story ended very sadly. In the end, what else could Nathan think of to just calm his broken and broken heart? Again, he can only badmouth himself, because that's the only way he can let Alexa go with a smile.
Meanwhile with Zack? Nathan also didn't know what revenge Zack had given him, or what Nathan did wrong that made Zack hate him. Nathan felt that his friendship with Zack was a pure friendship, his friendship with Zack was a friendship that was never imagined even until then. When there are assignments and any campus work, Nathan is always willing to help Zack because Nathan feels that if it is his duty and whenever Zack asks for help for it, Nathan doesn't mind at all. Nathan did admit that for the party that Zack held, he was almost never invited, but Zack also gave a reasonable reason, an excuse that Nathan accepted. Yes, Nathan was the most unpopular young man, his coming to the party would only cause chaos, not inviting him was the only thing that really had to be done, to protect everyone, and Nathan was absolutely fine. He didn't mind at all if Alexa came alone at the party, and he could only spend the night at the party at home. But who would have thought that most likely Zack's reason was just a mere superstition? Zack's reason is something that has never been imagined even until then. Nathan didn't think that, most likely, Zack and Alexa themselves both did a relationship behind their back so perfectly, a thing that broke my heart and something that Nathan never imagined.
Nathan closed his eyes, tears welling up in his eyes. This is something that can never be imagined even when the destruction of his life has occurred from now on. something that was unthinkable even for Nathan himself.
"You can show them that you can match that black man, Nathan."
Maria's voice again buzzed in Nathan's ears perfectly, and it seemed to have managed to make Nathan widen. He never thought that even until this moment he could still hear Maria's voice. Nathan spread his eyes perfectly, he immediately looked for Maria but the woman was nowhere to be found. Nathan swallowed hard, then he recalled his last conversation with Maria. A conversation that was never imagined, a conversation that was even very terrible and far from normal. Conversations that were never thought of even until then and in any way.
"I'm not an ordinary human like in general. I am different from you and all your friends. But I am human, Nathan. You should also know that, I am a human who wants to thank you, I am not a human who wants to hurt you. So I hope you're not too scared of me. I hope if you can be good, our relationship will be fine. Never imagined even until whenever, if possible I would hurt you. What I have I will protect you even from whatever it is. You may think it's strange, but believe me, I will protect you, even though I'm not with you though. I know what's in your heart, I know what's going on with you, even… I know what's on your mind. So, I hope you will accept my help, as a token of my gratitude to you, Nathan."
Nathan immediately shook his head. No, he can't think of anything! He must not be in a bad mood or even in a state of despair. The problem is, Nathan doesn't want to come, just because he feels heartbroken and a little disappointed with Alexa and Zack, then Maria will do the prank perfectly, and that of course will make Nathan feel guilty. Nathan would be terrified beyond play with all the things that happened. So, how could Nathan be okay? How could Nathan be able to see everything so well? Of course, Nathan could never be at all even when that was of course.
"I have to meet Bobby, it seems he needs someone to talk to as a friend. I have to focus on the positive now, I don't want to think about anything!" Nathan said to himself.
The bus stopped at the last stop, then Nathan immediately got off. Walking while looking at the scenery, his steps stopped at the atmosphere that caught his attention. There were several police cars, as well as a police line surrounding the forbidden forest. This is a very strange thing, because usually the forbidden forest will be carried out like that if corpses, body parts, skulls or other things have been found. And Nathan didn't know if something like that happened. So why are the police there and have the police line set up? Nathan frowned again, then he started to think again, is what Roberto said true? What happens now, if the forbidden forest will be completely demolished by the government? This is quite sad news, considering that the Forbidden Forest is the most relaxing forest in the district.