I have never thought that it would be this painful, just the thought of loosing my beloved mother. this thought never crossed my mind until today when my friend's mother died. The very own mother that I so much wanted to meet. The way my friend expressed her reminded me of the familiar warmth that I always seek from my mother. my friends mother, had always shown the brightest smile on her face even though she was heavily ill. Dear friend, This chapter is dedicated to you. I want you to know that You have to be strong no matter what specially now that you are waiting for you entrance exam results which your mother so much wanted to see. she might leave us with out fulfilling her strongest desire, she wanted to see you up there. standing with with glory. that's what mothers do. I also want you to know that I will be there for you, although you won't be reading this note no matter what but please be strong. Her encouraging smiles and silly jokes are really not for nothing. all the things she do to lighten the mood when you feel down,she might not have her husband by her side but you and your brothers are there for her.
so please be strong.
(I feel like the song by Lily Meola: "butterfly" was sang for you.....)
may her soul rest in peaceđź•Š....