In the past life, as far as Arabella knew, all Alwin did was support Ferdinand.
During the time that Arabella thought he was dead, Alwin was back in Estrella still working for Ferdinand.
Alwin never got married.
If he did, he wouldn't have been willing to throw his life away to revive Arabella just so Ferdinand could have a chance at finding happiness.
[I don't want to get married! How should I escape this?! But wouldn't my lord be disappointed in me if I don't take responsibility? No. There was nothing to be disappointed about. I didn't propose or assault Blanca. I just healed her. My lord wouldn't be disappointed in me because of something like this.]
It was almost funny how Alwin looked so horrified about the thought of marriage.
It was the first time Arabella had witnessed Alwin so panicked about something since he seemed to have a solution for everything most of the time. But right now, he doesn't have a solution in mind for this because he had lost his composure.
