'So this was why Alwin almost cried last time and lost his cool when I was talking about divorce.'
Now she understood why Alwin sounded so sure when he said Ferdinand was in love with her and would never agree to a divorce.
Alwin was so emotional when he said he merely didn't want to see his lord get hurt and suffer because he had already witnessed it once.
'Should I apologize to him now for what I have done in the past?' Arabella tilted her head in wonder.
'No. That would reveal I have memories of the past. Alwin doesn't seem to know that I do. And they were partly at fault for not telling me anything.'
Arabella wondered if Ferdinand had memories of the past too. But he had slept in her room for a month without a single thought about the past, so she concluded he doesn't.
'So only Alwin and I have memories about the past?'
She wondered if it was to ensure she doesn't repeat her mistakes. Alwin was there to make sure she doesn't stray.
