Time really flies.The semester was coming to an end and the exams would start soon.Luca could not believe it.Soon he would he leaving for the hols. It would be a long holiday. He would miss Ashley. The bond between them had become stronger than ever. Their chats were now longer, lasting up to late night.Their time together had become more lit.The nasty conversations and the close body contacts when he visited her.He could not understand how he was less nervous around her yet he was a total freak with other people.Maybe is because she understood him.And she was ready to accept him for who he was.But one thing worried him.He was afraid she had friend zoned him.This meant the probability of ever dating her or doing anything intimate with her apart from the kisses and cuddles was almost zero.He pitied himself.Poor Luca.
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He was seated on a chair in the library, at the farthest corner. His head buried into his hands.He seemed absorbed into his illusional world.Occasionaly he would get lost into a world that would never come to be real. He had just finished reading one chapter of a romantic novel.Now all his thoughts had shifted to an imaginary paradise. He was jumping up and down happily with his imaginary lover. This lover was so beautiful, an angel indeed.She was gorgeous and charming.Luca had been trapped in her charm. The mood was all awesome and the atmosphere all romantic.Just like in romantic soap operas on tvs.A perfect moment and scenery.He stared deep into her eyes and she smiled. He could notice her pupils dilate. This, according to some psychology hacks he had read from some articles online,is a sign that a girl likes you. They could communicate even without saying a word to each other. They were in love. He leaned forward and his lips met with her wet lips.He sucked on her lower lip.This sent some sensation down his spine which caused some stirring in his loins.She darted out her tongue and he darted out his.He licked on her tongue.He was sucking it.Yeah!They were deep kissing.Their lips remained interlocked.He could feel the bulge under his pants become harder.
All this time his hands were wrapped around her waist.He lifted his right hand and moved it up her curvy chest.He caressed her breasts which by now had reached their full size.They felt soft to his touch.He was careful in his caressing.He executed his mission like a pro.One would bet he was an experienced pornstar.He lowered his head to her chest and darted out his tongue like a snake. He hungrily sucked on her breasts, giving more attention to the already erect nipples. He then focused on her neck. He was just kissing her everywhere. She seemed to respond positively. She loved what he was doing.She loved him.He could see love in her eyes.Slowly and carefully he undressed her blouse.He too removed his shirt.Her body felt warm against his,despite the cool wind blowing.
Again they stared at each other and smiled. This was a good signal to Luca. He stealthily moved his hand under her pants and felt her wetness. He slowly caressed her wet genitalia.He slid his middle finger through the already swollen lips.He could feel the wetness increase. He caressed her wet part at times moving his finger in and out. The smile on her face disappeared.She was moaning.This encouraged Luca to move on. He loved what he was hearing. Sexy moans. She at times shouted out his name. She was a moaning mess as Luca did his thing down there.Luca knew she liked what he was doing.He lowered her pants and his too.He knew she was ready for a penetration.This was gonna be awesome.It was going to feel like Heaven on Earth.He held his shaft and was ready to penetrate her.This was going to be his first time. He could not hide his joy. He wanted to know what it felt like.
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A tap on the shoulder brought him back to reality.Damn!Was that just another daydream.He felt like crying.For how long was he going to live in the world of fantasies.
He turned around to see whoever it was and found it was Elias,one of his coursemates.He too had come to revise for the oncoming exams.But he was surprised to see Luca reading some novel.However he did not ask him.After all Luca was somewhat strange.He could go to the library and read some strange stuff.He recalled of a day he found him reading a book about the Islam religion.Luca was just some curious folk,who liked to read about anything and everything.Most times he would be reading novels from his phone on Light Reader.He loved literature.But was that a good reason to read love novels while the exams were just around the corner? 'Being a weirdo sucks,'Elias reasoned.
But Luca could not do without novels. They helped him pass time and also they were educative.He could view things from different schools of thought.Novels helped him escape from the harsh real world.They were his addiction.He liked how writers could express there views without the fear of intimidation.May be in real life they are just as confused as him, he reasoned.
The bell rang. It was already 5 O'clock and the library had to close. There was a nation wide curfew enforced by the government to curb down the spread of a contagious and deadly disease,Covid19 which had spread through out the entire globe.The curfew started at exactly 7 O'clock. Thus the library closed earlier than as usual.Luca could not imagine he had come to the library just to fantasize.He had not revised.He felt bad about himself.
He left the library and he was walking hurriedly towards the school hostels where he stayed.His mind was loitering in his illusional universe and enjoying the tour when he heard a faint soft voice call out his name.He wanted to assume whoever was calling him but a second thought struck him.If he kept on avoiding people he was never gonna overcome his awkwardness.He waited to see who it was when Ashley showed up from a nearby food cafe.She was looking smart in her crop top and tennis skirt.Luca had always adored her.She was his goddess.Many are the times he found himself admiring her in class.He would play with her hair in class.She never found him annoying but he was strange.She could remember bursting him while he was sniffing her hair.Had he crushed on her.She just hoped he had no such ideas in his crazy mind.He was cute.But no girl would like to be associated with an extremely shy guy.How on Earth.Her friends woul laugh and tease her.
Luca on his side was imaging on having such a beauty for a girlfriend.It must be very awesome.Right?He had hoped one day he would break the ice and express his feelings for her. The opportunity had presented itself, but he was not ready. "What if she rejects me. What if she laughs at my silly idea. What if she gets mad. What if she tells her friends about it.What if this is not the perfect time.What if...
She is a beautiful girl,rich and fashionable.She would never settle down for some weird nigga with no self esteem.Its better we just remain as friends."This words crossed his mind and with that he had concluded that he would not raise the issue.He had even become anxious and nervous.
Luca was silent.He had become dumb folded. He didn't expect to meet her that day. He was not ready for it.The silence was becoming awkward. Ashley seemed to enjoy the moment.Luca knew she always felt dominate and superior to him because he was some silent kid.She always teased her for his shyness and girlishness.She at last said an 'hi' with a cute smile leaving her lips which were hot red because of some lipstick.Luca never replied.He leaned in fo an hug and she hugged him dearly.She was taller than him.Generally he was smaller than her.Many are the times she refered to him as her kid.Strangely,he enjoyed when she belittled him.He was all babyish around her.
His hands remained wrapped around Ashley's waist.They were talking in low tones.They always seemed happy together.This had led to many of there friends thinking they were dating.There was two of Ashley's friends inside the cafe.Luca could feel them giggle behind their back.He noticed Ashley smile and knew they had signalled something to her.He never minded them.He had missed their friend so much.
Ashley and her friends hugged Luca a good bye but before they left she handed him a note.And with that they walked away.He folded the note carefully and put inside his pocket and walked behind them.They were heading in the same direction but he couldn't walk with them.After all there destinations were different.But he couldn't keep his eyes of Ashley. She could feel him starring at her and this made her walk more seductively.She smiled.She loved it when boys admired her gorgeous body.Especially her weird 'baby" ,Luca.
Luca walked towards his room,his heart beat increasing as he took every step.What did this note entail.Had Ashley noticed he liked her and decided to break the ice?Or did she like him and he never knew.He was smiling.He moved into his room and the first thing he did was to open and read the note.He did not even notice the door was not closed.He had left it ajar in the morning.He was often absent minded.
Ashley had invited him for her birthday party.It would be on that coming weekend.He didn't know what he felt about it .Anyway why would Ashley invite her for a party.She knew very well he dreaded parties.
He sat on his bed. Confused on whether he would attend to the party or not.Parties in campus were always creampie. Involving a lot of drinking and even unprotected sex.He had heard from his friends how parties were a great moment.Dancing and caressing with girls.It all sounded fun.He wanted to experience it too.But whenever he was invited to one he would excuse himeself.Then he would later feel angry at himself for losing golden chances to mingle with girls and even make new friends. For how long was he going to be a loner?There was some satisfaction in living a lonely life,but he wished to try the other side of life!